My Little World

Changes

2008-09-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

My mind and heart is in a turmoil..

Major changes are going to happen in year 2009…(at least for me)

What constitutes a right decision?

How will it actually turn out??

Bangkok Trip

2008-05-15T10:22:00.018+08:00

Been to BKK with my mum on the 8th May – 12th May. I just want to thank God for a super duper safe trip. On the going trip, where news of the Cyclone wave in Myanmar were rumored to hit BKK, nothing happened. On the return trip, news of China’s Earthquake affected BKK with slight tremors felt reported in the news, nothing happened to us. Thank God for protection, these kind of things should never be taken for granted.

Our trip, was planned very hastily and before I knew it, tickers booked and so was hotel. Stayed at Baiyoke sky, the last time we went BKK, we stayed at that hotel as well. It’s the tallest hotel in BKK with up to 84th storeys. Our daily breakfast was at the 78th floor.

Reaching the hotel, we were were given a pleasant surprise where our rooms were upgraded for FREE! Yippee! Quite cool, when we got into the room, I was impressed. The toilet was like twice the size of the normal room, we even had a living room. Sweet! (Photos were taken like on my 2nd night stay, that explains the mess)

I tell you the housekeeping did me such a big favor, I locked my luggage bag with a small lock everyday and I have two spare keys which I took tremendous effort in making sure I do not lose it. Guess what, on the very 3rd day, I lost one of the keys; I flipped my whole room in vain. When I returned home after shopping, the key was placed on the table. SWEET A NOT. I’m getting more blur as the days go by.

My original itinerary was as follows:

8th May – Shopping
9th May – Shopping
10th May – Shopping
11th May – Shopping
12th May – Shopping

So exciting. However, it has then changed to:

8th May – Shopping
9th May – Half day tour at Tiger Zoo at Pattaya (1.5 Hours ride from BKK)
10th May – Night tour to see Calypso (Ah Kua Show)
11th May – Shopping
12th May – Shopping

I tell you when my mum and I went to book for the tour, I was worried I didn’t have enough time to cover the shopping places I have in mind. But, I learnt something, never under estimate the power of a woman especially when shopping is concerned.

DAY 1

Everyone says this should never be missed in BKK, BIRD NEST and SHARKS FIN. I simply had to lay my hands on it. We took Tut-Tut to Chinatown on Day 1 Night, to have yummy Food. The prawns were big and fat and DELICIOUS! We were so so bloated that we simply cannot stomach Sharks Fin for that night, so we walked around China town and headed straight back to the hotel to rest.

Before i slept, i walked around the room, opened the windows wide since i was staying on the 48th floor, then i realized i could peep into my neighbour's room.

Day 2

The morning view from my room, quite cool, to be living on such a high storeyed building.

Our package includes daily buffet in the hotel, it's quite good. My food selection...I told my mum every morning, i'm such a boring person in terms of food.

Too lazy to chew, so i took all these, i had scrambled egg which totally tasted horrible, thats why i didnt even take photos of it. There was a fruit juice corner, so every morning, i had two mini glasses of water melon juice at least. We had to wake up super early, because we're going to the ZOO ZOO ZOO!! I think i just like going to the zoo.

(Photos at the zoo will be updated SOON). Carried a baby tiger CUB, tell me it's not cool. Saw Tiger Show at the zoo, it was AWESOME!!! CANNOT FIGHT!! Tigers sprayed their urine throughout the show.

One thing i liked about BKK, their taxis are PINK. :)

Day 2 Night - Day 5 post shall be up SOON - Part 2. For now, it's so ensure the blog is not DEAD, if not people start mourning...HOR HOR HOR..! I BLOGGED I BLOGGED!!

Class 4E/5C reunion

2008-03-05T10:24:00.002+08:00

oh my goshie, we're going to have a secondary school gathering!

It's quite cool, it was the class and people that i mixed with when i was 16/17 years old. Some of them even longer because of the sec 1 days.. Now we're all 24 years old. That's like 7-8 years of "Gap" before we actually see each other now.

Thanks to Eugene, he's the one to organize, to plan for such events, thanks for thomas for getting the place, and amanda for the food. High class already, now catering food k? :) Glad we're all grown ups now. Eugene is leaving for..Thailand, i always thought he was going to to Taiwan till Alicia corrected me yesterday.

And i think people with the name Eugene are generally good and nice ppl. I know two Eugenes, Eugene Goh Guan Bui and Eugene Tan (Gosh, what's your chinese name)? They are just fantastic people. A comman trait, they are always like big brothers, while i flipped my dairy last time, i saw a page that i wrote, Eugene (Tan) told me if anyone bullied me to tell him dont jsut keep quiet. And for Eugene Goh, need i say more? Although he always acts like a big bully, but if anyone should try to bully me n Joyce, he is there to Roar at them.

PHOTOS~

2008-03-04T10:19:00.025+08:00

OKIE! I'm LIKE SO LATE SO LATE SO LATE!! While Eugene's wedding photos have been blogged about by Wii and Joyce like (ages ago) i'm only uploading them now.. *Better late than never*!!!

I adore this white dress, this was choosen/picked/recommended by SEAH ENG WII, can you believe it? He went shopping with me because joyce had to go for a meeting and then, he gave me a timeline, 30 mins coz he had to study for this test. I was like, 30 mins (yeah SURE, enough time to PICK a SHOE) not a dress! How can any girl finish shopping for a dress to a wedding in 30 mins, IMPOSSIBLE! REALLY!!

So the hunt started in Bugis, we went level by level and into every possible shop, KIV dresses, and then, after 45 mins, we managed to land myself on this DRESS! (with Wii's nagging of course)!

This is a very important photo at weddings, you know why? These are all PA helpers, however sometimes you tend to get ready ang pows, BUT you forget who, so take a picture of them, and then refer as you forget, so it wont be taken as NO MANNERS.

Wii sure need more time to post...i had to take 3 photos b4 i got a good shot..HOR wii HOR..!!

1st Shot

2nd

The NICE and 3rd SHOT - Nice right? All their smiles suddenly seemed to brighten up!

We were 1st few to to sign the guest book. We all wrote on the first para of the pages, we wanted to let eugene see our well wishes to him n lun.. I wonder did it work? Did eugene even noticed? As we wrote, it felt as if we could write paragraphs. BUT, no..we wanted to leave space for others, so we didnt.

Recep table! Sum and joyce reali look so pretty! Guess what, i bought a white dress, joyce bought a black and white dress, so joyce had to tell sum to wear either black or white. But clever sum, just wore black dress w/o notification. So we had white dress, black and white and black dress as recep. Nice COMBINATION!!

The decorations, I’m amazed at Eugene’s faith in Joyce and me, it’s his FIRST wedding (sounds familiar right Eugene?) but I believe for both Joyce and me, it was our first time doing decorations for weddings as well. Joyce had more creativity than me, she suggested to do up the hearts by stringing them, I tell you, it wasn’t fun. I did it for 3 nights, with 2/3 nights falling asleep on the sofa and the needle in my shirt. It was such a routine and boring job, but for gene, Joyce and I can never help but to say it’s 100% worth it.

Cant forget the balloons, Lawrence was a life saver, I called him at 9 plus on the eve of eugene’s wedding and asked for heart shaped balloons, because the decorations might not be enough. He volunteered 100 balloons to me and even other kinds of balloons! He Volunteered his skill in twisting them into any shapes we wanted for the wedding, as a result of that, he reached 8.30am in the morning on the day of the wedding! Thank God for him, if not, it was already so late, where were we going to dig the heart shaped balloons out?

It’s really nice when you get to meet up with old friends, memories flood and photos start.

Me and Bobbie!!! Me and Joa!!! nice shirt right?

Me and Paul!!!

This is the real bob!

Nice photo of the girls and the groom.

Nice photo of the guys n groom.

Final shot of f5!

Xing Fu de couple! OMG, so glad, finally one of fav friend got married! They went HKG for honeymoon, and the best thing is he remember to get us a gift!! HAHA! Jialat so thick skin, that's the first few questions i asked when i saw him in SIN. *thick skin friends get pressies*

I discovered, i kept buying shoes, now i've about more than 5 pairs of brand new shoes that i've never worn, and i dont think i will wear, it was really an impulse buy.

Talking about shopping, I finally got things from m)phosis, i always thought the shop is really for stick thin people to wear, but I’ve been proven so wrong. The models that wears their clothes are so horribly thin, makes me never wana go in, but when I went in, I saw up to L sizes, that’s when I knew I was so so wrong.

Oh, about my LV bag and my VS dress. I had a dream one night, that there was another play by CCH, then there was a YAG kid, dressed in brown colour and I pasted LV logo all over her, wanting to dress her up like a LV bag, weird dreams I have. My VS dress, I don’t know how to read US size, jamie suggested I look at MNG, but I always get the wrong sizes for MNG tops.

The end, so tired of blogging. But i'm surprised at how many ppl know i stopped blogging (lack in entries). This sat, sec outing! Looking forward!

i got to lay my hands on them

2008-02-15T10:03:00.001+08:00

i'm going to lay my hands on them this year!

I'm so going to get myself a LV bag (this would probably be my biggest indulgence on myself) *GULPS*

And a Victoria Secret Dress...Gosh...why must i be introduced to the dresses there, they are all so pretty and so ex ex ex !!

Where can i get lobang for VS dress??

Riddle day

2008-02-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

Dear All,

Here is a wonderful riddle set by Eugene.

Riddle: Wolf Dog Friends
Guess what is he trying to say?

“Wolf Dog Friends” = “Zhu Peng Guo You”

The power of Eugene’s Chinese

You know when you put two females together in one place, they start talking about common topics? IT’S TRUE…I hereby introduce my two friends, Jamie and Joyce (I shall call them DJs from now, DJ = Double Js)

`Joyce` Thank you God for protecting me. says:
im really pretty
`Joyce` Thank you God for protecting me. says:
i don care
`Joyce` Thank you God for protecting me. says:
im pretty
Jamie Phua says:
yayaya
Jamie Phua says:
then i'm prettier
`Joyce` Thank you God for protecting me. says:
im the prettiest

Also welcome the latest inclusion into our family – MR Wii
We welcome him with all our heart, he’s so fun to be with, but now don’t know is it because he’s been mixing with bob and gene too much that his “suanning” power went up another level.

They have organized one outing on 6th Night after reunion dinner to CHINATOWN.. I was like “WHAT”! it’s so crowded.. people will step on my legs, sweaty people moving all around, pushing their way through, how horrible…*blocks* the thought*

I had a nightmare again, woke up around 4 plus this morning, so tired…~

*GASPS* I bought myself an expensive watch, okie it’s expensive to me..~
White watch~ it’s pretty~ lol~ reward myself..~

Got slight more than one month bonus, and pay increment slight above 10%. It’s a good year last year for increment..~ this year is going to be bETTer~

Still need to finish up on my New Year Shopping!!

Random Thoughts

2008-01-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

It seems like being wronged is the better evil than being rude.

One can make a difference – it sure can, how about you always being the odd one out? Does it make a difference or does it spell means you’re odd?

Difference and Difficult is all about a person’s perception

If Keeping quiet = Not expressive and Speaking = Argumentative
Of these two, which is the better one to choose?

What would a good answer to the questions?

I think I lost weight again………

I wish

2008-01-24T10:12:00.000+08:00

I just wish...

Opinions can meet for a day....

Photos..!

2008-01-18T14:35:00.000+08:00

After a disappearing act for long...Some photos..From the latest to the oldest... :)

This was at Terminal 3 with Bobbie, Joycie and Wii (That's a new name for Eng Wee) Hor Wii?

Wii refuse to take photos...

My xmas party at home...like the look of many presents gathered in one place..!!

FINALLY GOT ONE OF HIM!!!

updatess

2007-07-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

I'm a little busy busy busy bumble BEE.....
I'm into my third week in my first full time job, it's been exhausting and very busy. Imagine the 2nd day of work i was already doing work when most people should be in training courses or sitting down, crossing their legs and reading up on some company's manual or what.

But overall, i'm happy in this job, i'm happy to be busy, sometimes i'm so so busy that i dont even have the time to talk on msn. My boss and i communicate via msn so my msn must be on when i'm at work - unless it's saturdays where bosses are normally not around. It's a cosy environment, so many of my colleagues bring their slippers( some even bedroom slippers) to office and walk around in those, it's a pretty cute sight, some of their slippers are so fluffy i thought i was the youngest there..but no..thankfully i'm the 2nd youngest.

I'm working in a team of 3, one juz resigned after one month of working there. *sighs*, my trainer is leaving next week *bigger sigh* you know what this means, overwork n overwork and more work. Leaving office at 6pm is such a luxary, i seldom leave on time. BUT i like working life, i think its really pretty cool to be working n working n working - transforming into a workaholic. I even tried persuading my boss to let me bring work home and do coz its just piling up like crazy.

Let me guess, my probation is 3 months, once my probabtion is up i'm going to ask her to let me bring work home and do or maybe i can bring my laptop in office instead of using their computers, all very lok cok de, make my eyes pain only. Really need to wear specs already. x_X

It's really when u get busy that u start to enjoy simple pleasures to their fullest.
1) I miss sleeping 8 hours a day
2) i miss watching tv for 2 hours
3) i miss reading newspapers every morning when i wake up
4) I miss hugging my bolster and pillow

I need some rest..~

tired..

2007-06-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

oh now, i'm regretting that i took part for running..
my knee cap hurts...

i dont know is it because of the running or is it due to the heels i've been wearing...
ARGH, time to get a knee guard - i've NOT been wanting to get one coz its so U.G.L.Y and i can only be in pants when i wear it.. and i'm a pants girl..~

Haiz, looks like it's time to visit the chinese physician again, sure v smelly and painful again. I dread every visit, coz my 1st visit will always be almost be confirmed with a 2nd visit within 2 weeks, but after that my knee will feel better..

Thank God

2007-06-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

I wana say thank you Jesus! i SCORED A DISTINCTION FOR MY SM...( strategic management). It was such a big surprise, my 40% project i only scored a pass, my 60% exam pulled my overall grade to a distinction. If it's not God, i really dont know how is it possible already.

Some photos to show what i've been up to last week. My dear f4 has one member in ns now. I really pray he's alright.

Not forgetting our zone with paul and gladys. Sweet couple right? I seriously think i look FAT in photos, i really dont know how is it possible, everyone is telling me i've lose weight but when i look at the photos, i look BLOATED.

Really tired...sleeping time now!

TIRED DAY

2007-06-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Come Mon man, spell TIRED...~ Wo hao lei ah. Since joyce already talked about the tuesday outing, i shall carry on about FRIDAY's outing! We all went out again, BUT this time we included gladys - Bob's ultimate favourite.

After visiting Madeline, Eugene drove down to hougang to gladys's cg place and pick the both of them up. We were bursting with excitment and expetency to finally visit the long awaited MINDS cafe. We did!!! FINALLY!! We walked in and it was BURSTING with people. This bob ah, never make any reservations at all - now that's he's in NS, he wont read this, no chance to scold me. Made our way to KTV it was full to, and it was like $24 per head and we could sing till 4am. How to take it, next day is children's church sports day.

So we headed to pick paul up and then went down to east coast road there - HK cafe. Love that place, the food there is GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD - The XO carrot cake YUMMY! (But it's spicy) Joyce and eugene cannot take it - Gene took half of one piece and spit the rest out. So we chat and took just like 2 pictures. Bobby is finally enlisting NS, oh man, i can imagine how much he will miss gladys. Anyway we also gave him an early b-day pressie, wanted to buy him an Ed Hardy Shirt but....eventually we can to a joint conclusion that giving $$$ would be more practical. HE LOVE THE GIFT.. haha ( we really gave him cash)

3 cheers and 3 cheers for PC zone, i'm proud of my ZONE. We got third place for inter zone competition!! Paul ran super fast.. O_O Even though i only ran for 50M, my legs were aching already, LOUSY man. Too long never exercise le, jialat jialat. Tomorrow i got to take leave from service, i'm sick. I never scream a lot at the stadium, i became voiceless. Irritating phlegm, i really got to spend 30 mins to 45 mins clearing them each morning. BUT this time i've got a better plan already. My vitamins are sitting on the table - waiting for me to swallow them each morning. I'm going to carry DANZEN(medication for throat) with me from now on.

Then again...I've bought myself this!! YUMMY~ WEDGES!! I wana buy one more!! That's it man, i'm spending money like WATER!

Emerge

2007-06-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

After many days of emerge then you find me blogging about the entire process. I'm so glad that i was able to attend most of the sesions of emerge. Even serving during emerge is so different, getting to meet kids from different countries. There was this particular kid YUME who caught my eye totally, this little girl is just 3 years old, imagine, she attends all the support services as well, how tiring, she was crying throughout for many of the sessions, but the very last night she smiled throughout. One SMILE melts always all the tiredness. It must have been super frightening for her, strange place, strange smiles and strangers...YEE, i would have cried louder and longer than her if i were her.

Above this girl, it was GOD who was extra-amazing, Pst Kong prayed for all the University students one night sessions, thank God i was sitting at the floor area i could quickly go up to be prayed for. It was amazing, i wept like .... but i know it was so familar, it was God, at that point i heard God telling me He loves me. One thing i wanted out from emerge was to renew the love i had for God, i never wana love God at the same level, i came out totally in awe. When the next session came about giving our lives, the sight of everyone one in the hall bowing down and giving their lives once again..is a sight i never will forget. My respect for Pst Kong and sun totally went up another level, i totally love it when they hug each other. *That's my PST* Super Duper SweeeeeeeeTTT..

Not forgetting the wonderful kids who sang for emerge, TOTALLY AMAZING, so duper proud of them, many of them were so tense up before the performance but they delivered it SO WELL, amazing!! So young but already being able to stand in front of thousands to sing, dance, clap...adults dont even have such courage. Also the video that was shown about doing good workds in China, melted my heart once again. Knowing that Sun n pst eileen is making such a BIG difference in the lives on the children is respectable. I'm so glad to be in children's ministry, there's NO other ministry i would rather be in.

Oh, of coz the fellowship i had...

I've finished reading I kissed dating good bye, it's an awesome book, many life stories inside that people can easily relate to, it's also easy to read. Currently into Power of a praying Woman and The Ten Little Niggers(Sounds like a kid's storybook but it isnt, it's written by Argatha Christie) . I wana let books blow my mind off.

Current Activities ON HAND
1) Monday is EUGENE's BIRTHDAY
2) BOB's 21st B-day coming soon
3) Regina's B-day!

June is a BUSY BUSY BUSY MONTH. I Always wonder why so many people are born in the month of June, if you know why let me know. I always ask regina and she always gives me the same answer, coz JUNE is a good month - then she will list out who are the famous celebrities born in June.. well..~

Tired

2007-05-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

This little sweetie pie has been coming for sunday services, super duper cutie! How can anyone afford not to love this cutie pie? Oh goshie, this is so bad...but so true, every teacher has their own pet..~

Today her new hair style, BRAIDS! So difficuly to tie..~ but looks nice nice on her~ oOoo..having daughters are so fun. It's been 2 weeks since my last paper and my favourite thing is to NUA BIG TIME at home, got myself so many books to read but haven even complete 1/4 of ANY, what a procrestinator. I promise to bury myself in books SOON, lets see how soon this soon will ever come.

I need to do SO MANY THINGS...like getting myself out of the house to search for a job. I wana go Bangkok at the end of the year, with MONEY to go shopping. Spending ur money and parents money is entirely different, of coz i would love to use their money to get myself things, but it's grow up time. It scares me totally to think what finacially independence would be like. As compared to Joyce i'm really so duper pampered. Even until now my parents pay for my basic necessities, cover part of my hp bills...once i start working all these is going to change.. SCARY.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself
(and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your
'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!)

A simple friend asks if you'd like a beer. A real friend
already has one opened for you!

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real
friend has shoulders soggy from your tears..

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first
names. A real friend has their phone numbers
in his or her address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your
party. A real friend comes early to help you cook
and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after they've
gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took
so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your
problems. A real friend seeks to help you with
your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romanticm
history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when
you have an argument. A real friend calls you after
you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for
them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

I need to learn how to be a better friend.

Blessed

2007-05-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

TIRED...This whole past one week i've been screaming tired~ v v v tired, everyday the joy that i look forward to is for night fall to begin, where it's about 1am, i know i'm heading towards my bolster brings such tremendous joy!!

Finally FRIDAY IS COMING and it's like..TOMORROW! Going for my SM paper...~ 60% it sure is the toughest paper in this entire semester. One lecture of SM is like 4 chapters of my HR? Totally SIONG.

But still...i want to thank God..
1) FOR my FIRST ever class test distinction! (totally cool and came as a surprise, i seriously thought the maximum grade i could have done for that paper was like a pass. Thank God for grace..

2) Thank God for other results of mine, gotten two other results back, no distinction but credit..~ hopefully it's a high credit *hehe*

Actually i've been down with some allergy rash on my knee cap, it's reali not glam and it's very UGLY to me. The hardest part is not scatching it. Went to the doctorS on Tuesday after my HR paper. I went to 3 clinics and they were all CLOSED. Wanted to study and didnt wana come out after that, i went to this old fashioned clinic - THE WORSE CHOICE. The doctors diagnosed me with Shingles. Can u believe it? Shingles? It's like "Snake" for those who knows hokkien. He scared the hell out of me. Shingles are v v v painful as it's a nerve infection.

So i asked the doctor how on earth did i get it? He said it's AIR-BORNE, can u believe it? He said my immune system is weak so that's why when i came into contact with ppl, i just got it. He also told me to be careful when i mix with ppl, anyone who hasnt got chicken pox will get it by coming into contact with me. Well, this consultation cost me $41, because i refused to believe it's Shingles and i didnt get the whole medication, the bill was suppose to come up to $150. Thank God i didnt believe him.

At night i went to see another doctor, SWEETEST DOC, when i showed him my knee, he placed his hands on my knee k and say, no problem dear it's just allergy. He's such an ANGEL~ I wish more doctors were like this, this consultation cost me $32. The first doctor was reali such a bad experiance, anyhow give medication the worse was a WRONG DIAGNOSE. How can he do this? Spoilt my entire day, if not i could have done more studying.

Going to study now, bet i wont sleep for more than 4 hours tonight, tomorrow's paper is at 10AM, looking so forward. The end of my sleepless nights. After that i sure am going to pamper myself by giving myself a 10 hour SLEEP. This should do the trick.
:)

misc

2007-05-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

Next friday i'm OFFICALLY going to finish my life as a student, it's going to be like real adulthood, a new phase of my life... Being forced to "go up" in days/weeks isnt easy. I wonder what my first full time job will be like? *thinks*

Just talking to Eugene Tan over msn, this guy never fails to remember me, among my whole bunch of secondary school friends, i'm the ONLY one who stays in the north area. I've always grown up in the East...moving over isnt was easy, until now i still feel weird in the north area, still out of place~

He's the "Glue" of my secondary school bunch~ He is THE ONLY one who initiates Outing, but one super bad habit, even when i'm late, he is later... x_X (eugene, better change). So next time when i get married, i'm going to pass u ALL My wedding cards and u help u coordinate ah? :P But then, sometimes i feel we dont appreciate him enough, normally nice people are taken for granted..

Got my HR paper on tuesday, SM paper on Friday...~ I'm looking forward... :)

Dreams

2007-04-26T11:21:00.001+08:00

Yesterday CG was filled with laughter and more than often, thought provoking..
When GG talked about dreams, while my other CG members could readily share what their dreams were...i got stucked.. What are my dreams? My past dreams? My current dreams? My future dreams?

Then slowly bit by bit, i remembered what my dreams were...
1) I want to be able to go on mission trips like once a year
2) I really want to go to those kinda of third world countries and stay and mingle with the children and people there for like a month (This is being so realistic - coz i think i'll be too pampered to stay longer than that)
3) I wana be rich so i can stay at home and be a tai tai (Kidding), but so that the children under me can be so blessed...no money to eat, never mind, i have..that kinda of thing..
4) And yes i want a happy family with a nice home, and a PINK bedroom, PINK Bolster, PINK blanket, PINK bedsheets, PINK wardrobe, PINK BATHROOM!!! OMG!! that sounds so so so exciting!!

Had dinner with joycie and gene, bob cant join us due to his visitation...but i tell u, F4 really rocks! I dont know why, but i've develop this thing about not being able to open up readily to people anymore, it was never like this, i want to re-learn how to open up, i wana my friends to be part of me, i want to go back to the days that i can share freely, cry freely and speak my mind not worrying about other things. Come to think about it, if someone were to come up and tell me some things, i'll also be there for them.

I love being in F4, thanks Joyce, Eugene and Bob for always being there.

Messy messy

2007-04-25T11:22:00.000+08:00

"Hui ah.... Hui....what are you doing?"

The honest answer is sometimes i dont know either. Exams are like next wednesday and here i am stranded with my books and a super low absorbancy rate. My heart cant seem to be with my books. But i had a very good time sleeping yesterday. Felt so awake that i woke up at 9.30am without alarm k? Now that's a breakthrough already. I planned out my time table to study like 3 chapters a day since monday and i'm behind by 3 chapters already. Sweet...

Lets just say decisions were made, new beginnings embarked, lets see..where the end of this road will be? Looking forward till the end of the year. Looking forward to the end of exams, looking forward to my 1st full time job. I might take a long break before i start work, i wana go for a vacation, long time.... overseas....

Time to hit my books now.

Past weeks...~

2007-04-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Oh man, these past few weeks have been so eventful....

Got pretty flowers sent over these few weeks...~ Yeah flowers do brighten up my day, it never fails to. I know that it cant really be seen through the pictures, but this bouquet of red and white roses is the BEST BEST BEST looking bouquet i've ever received in my life. It's really...omg...mei until... *nods* just very mei.

And this is my first ever champagne colour roses, seee.....roses dont have to be in pink or red, other colours can also be that pretty. Going to the right florist really helps.

Went to library to study with eng wee today, our 1st visit to orchard library.. Mei Mei..*peng* as if excursion right? So while i was studying, he seem so engrossed with his laptop, so i keep asking him, what are u doing.. He keep saying, i'm thinking...and then, he presented me with this... His first attempt in drawing me..

Here is his 2nd, there was a 3rd, but we agree that i should leave that out.

Lastly, he presented me with this. *IMPRESSED* HE COLOURED IT OKIE!! Wee, u really got potential man~ come on man, do YAG drawing..~!!! YEAH!! thanks for being such a buddy, he was encouraging me to study more in the library. xie xie ni.

Had a talk with paul after cg on the way home, i'm very very proud of him, very very happy and blessed that he's my leader.. I was still figuring on how to approach him on certain subjects..he listened, he nodded and told me..i know all this... yet he was just waiting for me to gather courage to tell him. I respect this man God placed in my life, what will i be without his guidance and leadership.

Yeah, 22 more days to go before my exams, i wonder how will i survive... too many things on my mind, in my heart...just need to "block" them and study...i wana love my books more during this period of time.

breakthrough

2007-04-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

It's amazing about how timing works its way.

I thank God for my highest attendance ever on this Easter(even though i didnt hit target).

I thank God that i can finally find the courage to dare to owe up.

I thank God that i'm in children's church, that i'm in CHC.

I thank God for such a wonderful pastor, Pst Eileen, she is someone who a BIG BIG BIG BIG HEART.

I thank God that whatever happens, i can find strength and peace to go through.

I thank God for the many many many good friends He has placed in my life.

I just want to thank God..

my fish

2007-04-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

Fishy got caught in such a position and died. Dont like these fishes at home. so small...LOL..
EASTER is coming...i need to buck up~
JIA YOU JIA YOU~

drained...

2007-04-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

i've been drained...very drained...i go to bed with a heavy heart, the next min i know i'm awake.. I've begin to like bathing, the only time i'm free from the cares of the world. Often walking at the balcony wondering and talking to God.. i wish time flies, and God shows me an immediate peep into the future..but of coz, our journey is more important than the destination. I think the reason why i've been into sleeping is so that i can "temporarily block" my mind from thinking, a little way of escape.

The joy of the Lord is our strength, very true indeed. Went to serve today, saw the little children, wonderful creation of God, i can't help but smile from the bottom of my heart. Happy because i have them, happy because i see their sincerity, happy because they are so pure at heart, happy because i know with them it feels like i can depend on them as much as they can depend on me. Happy because faith( this little cutie pie) finally remembers my name! my heart just melted, then i asked again.."what is my name".. "Teacher Yinghui".. melted~ She's only 4 yrs old, ever since her brother went over to another age group, she seem to be more independent and have grown up more. *awwwww* this little cutie pie really brightens up my whole day.

But my appetite have finally picked up! yeah, i finished my lunch and i ate dinner!! HOW COOL, haven been eating a lot for the past two weeks, often mouthfuls and that's it, now i can finish my food. i'm proud of myself.

*- The joy of the Lord is my strength -*

My family members are so adorable

2007-03-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

I juz realized my family members are weird/adorable...got farnie habits. Or rather we're lazy?
When we're all at home....

1) My mum will msn me from her room
2) My maid will use the house phone to call my hp to come down and eat, or ask me what i want to eat
3) My brother pops into the room opposite mine and say, "HUH" u're at home, i thought u're not at home, anyway, why are you at home?
4) I call my brothers hp and BUG them all to eat something with me, like order mac delivery late at night because i'm hungry.

exam time table~

2007-03-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

Cool, time table for exam is out~

BUSM1208 Managing Change
2-May
2.15pm - 5.30pm

BUSM3198 Workplace Employment Relations
8-May
10.00am - 1.15pm

BUSM3200 Strategic Mgmt
11-May
10.00am - 12.15pm

It's going to be my last exams at UNI~ finally, after this i can graduate~ it's so cool isnt it?
I enjoy being a student~

BBG camp~

2007-03-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

Finally, i can post all these photos!! Yeah!!! Gary, thanks for sending me all this, the bulk of the photos are with MH..but he's too busy to send us...~

being sick is so xin ku

2007-03-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

What a horrid week...I've been sick since tuesday! and today is like sunday, and i'm still sick...oh man! This is really irritating...this year i've been falling sick so very often.. once i get a sore throat, fever comes with cough. Every morning i need spend 15 mins clearing the phlegm all stucked at my throat..it's like u know there's so much phlegm stuck there, that you wish you could suck it out but cant.. :( almost every night i had to sleep with a jacket to prevent myself from catching cold and two days i was resting at home, cant visit, cant see my kids, missed school...i reali dislike being so sick..

Well..this semster, projects are pilling up right up to my neck...every day i'm realli juz confined to my desk with my lappie...my lappie now is juz my best friend...oh God i juz want to recover fast and have a better body. The Antibotics arent really helping, they are suppose to build up your immune system right? i've been taking it like once every month ne...tell me man..whats wrong...

I want to have better health, not confined in bed with my lappie...it's reali so boring..

Sembawang Gathering

2007-03-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

Another CNY Gathering with my paternal side relatives. I should be having another one on this sunday.

CUTIE PIE - ALDEN

Other cousins at work... ADORABLE! :)

Now some of you might have noticed my nick - Yinghui-Projects. All thanks to this amazing group member of mine who made a decision to contribute nothing useful. Can i just stranggle him? I'm into this project of mine now, each of us have an equally important role to do research and our individual segments.

Together in this project i have, 2 other females (whom i've been friends with since poly), two other male(one from Vietnam the other Singaporean). The reason we had to take them is due to the assignment's limitation - minimum 5 per group. HORRID guys. They "did research" and then COPY AND PASTE into ms word and send us saying their parts are complete. In other terms, they plagarised(that's a very serious offence in Uni). When we return them their work, the guy from vietnam said.... "oh, my english words very limited, so if u ask me to re-do, i'll still be giving you the same thing". What an attitude, come on man. Where's the spirit of excellence..?

Made my blood boiled for i dont know how many days, as a result of their very kind gesture towards us, the three girls had to re-do all their parts. The best thing is in Uni, when you get members like that, no complaints(be it in person or letter) will help. In Uni, you made your choice in having group members, you bear the consequences. I need a bigger heart to contain rubbish especially from people like that.

I love national geographic

2007-03-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

Watching national geographic is really so so cool (yeah i know it normally happens only when i'm up to my neck with projects) Miami Animal police. It pains me to see animals on this show. Today's program featured...

3 Malnourished Horses
Totally an act of cruelty, few horses kept in a rubbish dump place, with one of them caged due to a painful skin disease. Looking at the dots and sores on the horses…my heart goes all out to them.. how could any human treat their pets with such disrespect. The owner might face 3 years in jail. I say, serve him right.

Another dog named sasha, got knocked down by a car, tracked the owner and they denied it's their pet. How could anyone lie through their teeth like that? The dog's tag and records when they purchase the dog, all points to them...irresponsible !! But Sasha got nursed back and put up for adoption. The new owner is so very sweet to her.

Makes me miss my doggie..i wish i wish...

Flowers Does Wonders

2007-02-27T09:40:00.000+08:00

If the way to a man's heart is through his stomach, then the keys to woman's heart must be through flowers.

I like this, it's so sweet! :)

I think i'm weird, Whenever i receive flowers, i do "research on them", Eg: What does this colour means? What message is the person trying to send across with this number of stalks? And then i'll go online to "check" how much this bouquest cost. The truth is, i dont care about the pricing, to have to booked, send to my house would have easily cost $45-$50 on any other day. When i see the pricing like $80( i'll be like OMG, that's really expensive).

Price don't matter, the packaging does. There are thousand and one florist out there in the market, the differentiation? It all likes in the packaging, while new and innovative ways have emerged in the market on wrapping flowers, trust me, girls are still very very drawn to packaging like the above one, dont RISK trying new approaches, those in my humble opinion are NOT NICE. What's so nice about using leaves to wrap the flowers? Looks alright, but how to hold? Use strings to tie the flowers, where is the decency to at least get a ribbon?

So far in my life, i've received these

1 Stalk - Love at First Sight/You're the Only one for me

3 Stalks - I Love You

10 Stalks - You are Perfect

12 Stalks -Be Mine

With these colours

RED - Passionate, Deep Love

RED + WHITE - Unity

LIGHT PINK - Sweetness, Appreciation

PEACH - Let's get Together

Flowers are good, i like being a woman. :)

Happy Chinese New Year!

2007-02-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

"Gong Xi Gong Xi"...Everybody gong xi gong xi. Had fun throughout the whole chinese new year. Loads of gathering. Yeah yeah, Thank God for my daddy, he gave all of us an increment(almost double of what he gave us last year).

This is little..i mean youngest cousin Alden, isnt he so adorable...He's pointing to the Nemo under my TV set.

Him...eating Yu sheng..So adorable...still must examine the food. :)

Group Family Photo...! Nice.

My phone was finally returned to me on Friday just nice before chinese new year, joachim was very nice, he ended work earlier, came to my house and drove me to PS to collect my phone, after that we went to Fish place to eat..nice nice..and bought love letters, haha...all on him... He's nice...really is nice.. :)

Happy V day!

2007-02-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

WAH, it's been one month since i updated my blog, goshie, i've become the 2nd eugene goh already, inactive blogger. Cool, anyway, happy valentine's day to everyone. Cool isnt it? Short term memory so dont really remember what i've been doing for the past one month.

Anyway went out with my F4 to Chinatown yesterday, pei bobby look for "Bak kua" from many many stores, can u imagine, each store he only needs one, but had to Q up like x_X for his beloved gf, joyce said it's the power of love, i couldnt help but agree more.

These F4 ah, can really really EAT, we had let me recall, Dinner at the market, then (in random order) Young coconuts, Bak Kua, some vegetable pizza, 1 cheese sausage(which cost $3.50!!- but it was nice), Korean BBQ squid, desserts...Gene had a additional durian roll... wah, so cool..it was fun to buy whatever we want and share. The best part is the sharing part(good things must share).

As usual we had our fair share of talking, playing...F4 outings really rocks! Always! Put us together we can talk n talk n talk...not forget disturb each other. Chinatown wasnt as crowded as we imagined it to be, was still "walkable".

And today, x_x my phone was spoilt, the whole screen went blank and had lines on them only, no sms, no calling, how to survive man, went down to service center and they told me, they will call me when it's ready for collection, the cool thing is that i dont have a spare phone, how can they call me on my sim card without a phone? *Tian ah* One of my classmate had the same problem too and she got her phone back the very next day. i miss my phone...:( the person said i got 400+ contacts on my phone, sim card can only hold 200...that means i will have 200 over contacts GONE... oh man oh man... dont be angry if i'll to sms u, who are u...

Went visitation today, one of my kid's parent gave birth to a baby girl...sweet, had so much hair!! Wooo...she has v nice fingers..mei mei...Went home and was presented with a bouquet of flowers, red and white!! Mei mei...that cheered me up.

Funny thing is that i dream that i was looking for a cg location named goosiestreet...and i found it! And i also dreamt last night that my hp is going to be spoilt, and it happened today. Yun dao right. Hmmm...weird dreams...i want my goosiestreet!

Simple Quiz - How is your life

2007-01-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

You have more than 5 watches
You have your own room
You own a cell phone
You have an mp3 player or ipod
You have more than 1 sibling
You have more than 2 best friends
There is a pool/spa in yourbackyard
T 0 T A L : 5

You dress how you want to
You hang out with friends more thanonce a week
There is a computer/ laptop in yourroom
You have never been beaten up
You are allowed to listen to themusic you want to
Your room is big enough for you
People don't use you for somethingyou have
You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L : 6

You have over 200 friends onfriendster
You have pictures on friendster
Your parents let you have afriendster
You get allowance/loan
You collect something normal
you look forward to going to uni
You don't wish you were someoneelse
You play a sport
You do something afterschool/lectures
T 0 T A L : 7

You own a car/truck
You usually don't fight with yourparent(s)
You are happy with your appearance
You have never got a failing gradeon a report card in your life
You have friends
T 0 T A L : 1

you know what is going on in theworld
You care about many people
You are happy with your life
You usually aren't sick
You know more than one language
You have a screen name
You own a pet
You know the words to more than 5songs
You don't have any enemies
You are happy where you're living
T 0 T A L : 6

X total score by 3.

101%+: A+
100-90%: A
89-80%: B
79-70%: C
69-60%: D
59-00%: F

I got 25 * 3 = 75%
How about you?

Time flies...

2007-01-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

Time flies, i'm finally 22, not only me, yes u guys out there too born in the year of 84. As you grow up, there will be a time of awakening, where you'll just wonder and ponder what you want to accomplish in life and what's next.

I like meeting and talking to my secondary school friends. Eugene, Thomas, Ivy, Jimmy, Amanda, Ivy, Cindy, Alicia, Jody...Of coz Regina. These bunch of people are really cool. It's very interesting because last time, eugene copies my homework especially maths, but now he already has a car, thinks about the future, all grown up. I'm really proud of them especially the guys. Last time where dropping out of school was such an "IN" topic, i'm reali glad... that majority didnt choose that path.

Finally i'm into the last semester of my uni, i'm glad, half of my heart cant wait to start work full time, the other half is filled with anxieties about how well will i fare next time. Where will my working place be at and how things are just going to turn out. I'm looking very forward, to accomplishing my first goal, to own a credit card - which means ur earning has to be $2.5K each month and above. I'm really looking forward, it seems like having a credit card makes me a big grown up. *grinZ* moving one step at a time.

I love it when my friends around me get attached, especially those like alicia encourages me. She is still into her relationship with her dear bf which started from seconday school. Dont you wish that you get to see more of these kinda of couples? Feel it's so sweet, really "pei fu" that they are still together...and loving(that's very important).

Every story has two sides what about those guys who came out of NS and whilst their gfs stuck with them throughout NS(which i feel are the most difficult times in a man's life), they go their seperate ways. I really cant help but feel sad for them, especially the girl. Well, what to do?

I want to be a better girl in the Lord this year. I want to see my dreams come to past. I want to see God's hands moving in my life. I want to see my friends living happily and living out their dreams like regina, even though most of the time she's super duper tired, but she's happy. Money can't buy the fufilment of dream.

Dream

2006-12-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

I dream about you last night, in the dream a girl(we both know) told me that sometimes you hope that i will call/ask about you. In my dream i was reminded of someone else, who cared and loves me so much during this tough year...

If you're reading this, hope this puts your heart at ease, i've moved on. Even though i might feel weird seeing your hand around another girl, i guess that's part of growing up. Many times i was tempted to know more about how you are, i held back. Nothing's going change by that move. The line is drawn. I wish you sincerely all the best. Even though i'll never ever forget you, praying that you'll always be happy. :)

I wana cherish all i have around me right now, all the people who treated me so well, who never forsake me during tough times.

Lastly, merry christmas. Christmas is special. :) cheers!

BBG

2006-12-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

Back from BBG, was away to A'FARMOSA in Malacca from 11th dec to 15th dec. I'm blessed by that trip. Alongside with pst, bob, mun hon, gary, veroy,lena,shumei,lingual and mag...i had fun. Shared a room with shumei..now i really know how messy i am. Tried my best to be ultra ultra disciplined when i pack my things.

Lunch/Dinner was good, imagine, you're there to serve lunch and dinner was buffet style and one night we even had 8 course dinner. How cool. The downside were the GIGANTIC houseflies, i mean .. have u ever seen FAT houseflies? They are so FAT and BLACK and DISGUSTING, yes they too enjoyed the lunch/dinner as a result we had to to "fanning" those flies away to eat in peace.

The first night after the first session, we were all exhausted and went to bed early that night. From the second night onwards played risk(board game) with different players. Meeting room was always my room. Second night, led games with the bbg children and had another session. Had the chance to lead praise with bob as well. Haven had those times with bob already, last time in jurong we use to be great partners at games.

I'm glad i went, on the third night, we had a sharing session among teachers. Pastor shared about not being stagnant and that we should always seek to be progressive. We then shared why we wanted to come for this trip.

This trip was "divine" in a sense, did you know i was suppose to go for a family holiday with my aunties and this is the first time my daddy is sponsering me $2000+ for my trip? I persuaded him so long and then, the trip was on 6th dec. BUT 6th dec i was suppose to get my results, so i didnt felt the peace to go(was worried about finance then, yes that's how much i was bothere by it). The next week paul and pst called me to go BBG camp, immediately i said yes! Regardless what my results will be, i'll go and serve God and the children. And i passed.

And also i felt the need to press into pastor and the rest of the children church leaders, i wana build a stronger bond with them and also encounter God with the rest of the children. That's what i really want. And you know, i achieved my aim.

Pastor Mike Cornell was the guest speaker for BBG camp, there's this very powerful meeting called the family prayer. Children then have to join their parents and pst mike will pray for the whole family at one shot, then normally after that the whole family will hug together and pray for each other. Families after families falling under the presense of God, the amazing thing was the presence of God, it was so so so STRONG. I saw a kid went in and cried, and asked us why did he feel like crying? It's God at work. Many maids went in and started weeping straight away. Pst Mike then prayed for all the children church workers as well. I was once away reminded of God's goodness that no matter where i was, He never left me then and He will never leave me. God is a great Father.

Got to take photo with pst Mike, manage to eat Malacca's chicken rice balls, went shopping with mag. Got two tops and a Mango wallet( love it). Saw Fireworks, it's really breath-taking, it's my first time seeing live fireworks...*blush* Finally right! REAL ONES, not just those on TV. Photos are all with munhon/Gary, waiting for them to send me.

This mission trip wasnt as taxing/stretching as i expected it to be, but i had fun, memories and achieved my aim. Fufilling trip. :)

Christmas is around the corner, i wonder what gifts i'll be getting this year. I've already got 3 from kids, kids are really so sweet. Love my kids!!

Results

2006-12-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

I've made it, really really by the grace of God. Guess what, i just passed my finance! 50/100 whatever you pray for, it will happen. Everyone was praying for 50 for me. Thanks people. Special special thanks to joachim who helped me revised my finance. And i've got 2 Distinctions! :) Happy, even though i targeted for 3, never mind! I still have one more semester to go and i'll be graduating, loads of mixed feelings. Have to pia pia pia for next semester le... Go go GO!

And i'm going to Malacca from 11th to 15th Dec, for BBG camp. Totally cool, sponsered trip! And time to serve the children... I'm happy to be serving in children's church. Though it's only for a few days, i'm going to miss loads of people especially my family.

My Birthday!!

2006-11-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Monday is a G...R....E....A....T day! Monday is a wonderful day!! My love tank is filled. Birthday is only once a year, not everyone will be able to celebrate it together with you, but the smses they drop, each and every sms is precious, it reflected that they are thinking about you at that point of time.

Had a wonderful and eventful time today. Received my first present yesterday, was amazed at how much effort this person spend just to ensure i like the present. Had a self wrapped bouquet of roses- 18 of them in pink and red!! (Awww...super PRETTY)...Apparently it took this someone 20 mins just to wrapped them and it's not too bad.

Already received a diamond pendant + necklace and a super super pretty SKIRT!! (Awwww..from my F4!)

Catch Casino Royale today, it's nice! Bond movie! It's nice not only because it's a nice show but because i had great company :) Enjoyed the movie.

Then later at night went out for dinner with F4, originally wanted to eat steak, but they dont open on Monday..*sigh* but we went to geylang for FOOD...!! YummMMm.... I dont know how many many times i've said this le, but every moment spend with f4 is fantastic! They are really the nicest people around... Despite our business, we know in each other's heart that we are important to one another, that we're such good friends. Due to our busy schedules from SOT, from school, we hardly talk on the phone a lot, but everytime when we get together, it's amazing, we can just share our thoughts freely. Trust me, when u can get friends like that GRAB THEM! I always always thank Jesus for placing me in their lives and having them around in mine.

For those who send smses, i want to remember you:
1) Desmond Ong
2) Joachim
3)Regina
4)Feng
5)Joshua
6)Eng Wee
7)Sueyi
8)Suting - It's her birthday too!!
9)Bob
10) Jiahui
11)Alan
12)Yingying
13) Lily
14)Roy Tan
15) Manqin
16)Mr Chia
17) Jevons
18)Alice
19) Patricia
20)Thomas
21)Hwee ling
22)Mei Wen
23)Shahrul
24)Andrew
25) Bettina
26)Uer Wen
27) Terrence
28)MingXun
29) Sharon
31) Joanna
32)Rodney
33) Joan and Jovinna (My kids!)
34) CK and Chris
35)Lawrence

Not to forget weixin who msg me from friendster. Some of those above...i'm honestly surprised, lose touch with some of them for quite some time.. but they still sms...Cool isnt it? Upload photos another day. Tired!! Tomorrow got to work!

Happy Birthday Suting!!

i'm afraid..

2006-11-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

Exams are over... but i'm afraid...Woke up yesterday again in the middle of the night, dreamt that i failed my finance paper... been such a disturbing moment ever since i had my finance paper... It's so disturbing to wake up and feel fearful, so Traumatized, and it's a bad feeling.

Anyway i'm going back to work next week again, i'm tired of working, working in the company has become so mundane...Monotonous is the word... i need fresh challenges, fresh excitement in my life... i'll be so sick and tired of doing the same thing over and again again...even though it meant speaking to different customers. Same JD, Same job scope... how interesting..

But..my BIRD day is coming...*gRinz* Gimme ang pows, staffed with tons of money!!

HR paper

2006-10-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

Dont u just simply hate it when your lecturer whom you are suppose to trust since he/she has been teaching you for 12 weeks, turned out to have "sabo-ed" you for exam when giving exam tips?

My supposedly sweet lecturer did so, she told us that whatever came out for our first project wont come out for our exam. Section A was 3 choose 2.

1) Talks about evaluation - fine, this one we studied we know
2) Question from assignment 1?
3) Outsourcing - which was never covered in HR before

Thank God i majored in outsourcing in poly days if not i'll find myself struggling through. This was what she did to us.

And case study, imagine the horror when my classmates and i looked at the format, past year papers had like 3 question - all independent questions from the case. We had 5, all inter-linked(in a way). I even drew a fish bone diagram for HR, goshie, it's HR not TQM which i did in poly. OH man, now after being in Uni, i really discover the things that were taugh in poly, how valuable are they. Thank God for choosing NYP that provided me with good coverage of scope. One reason why people should choose NYP is for the very fact that they study more than other POLYS. Yes, i've done my reasearch, noramlly one seme only polys take about 6 modules, we had to take about 7?

I just know we studied more, thank God more extra knowledge. Anyway going out to study my finance now, it's a race against time for finance seen so many people studying for it. Anyway while studying in school yesterday, a girl who was studying relatively near to me fainted whilst studying. COOL right?

love my friends

2006-10-27T09:39:00.000+08:00

Thanks for all your prayer, the 1st exam paper went well. Need more prayers especially for the 2nd and the 3rd paper.!!

Joyce and me!!

Now is this eugene, who tried to explore my phone...see what did he do to himself...Adorable friend i got here huh..

And this is ME! (as if u guys dont know how i look)

TIME to study!! *yawns*

blessed

2006-10-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

like surprises! Blessed...~ :)

In His Ways..

2006-10-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

God works in ways we cannot see, cannot imagine.

Was very depressed over my finance, studied and nothing seems to go in, i dont comprehend the basis of the theories what more attempting the calculations (they are seem like greek) to me.

Isaiah 55:9 "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

Really need some encouragement before i go bonkers, and for last week while it was church on the move i was comforted with 3 BNCs and my kids attitude. It was their exam week and parents normally dont let their children come as they really need to focus on scoring for the last lap.

But my kids were calling me up saying they want to come to church, I dont even have to BUG them to come, they just want to come to church! I feel so.. comforted that i know for sure, my kids know Jesus. That is the best gift that will stay with them.

Two of my kids who are normally tied down with tons of tution came for service too and their parents went for prayer meeting. *Comforted*

As for now, this is the cry of my heart: "From the end of the earth will I cry unto Thee when my heart is overwhelmed; lead me to the rock that is higher than I am. "

Yes i need to scale to the rock that's higher than i am.. More of You..less of me..

Alvin Chia~

2006-10-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

jctrinity~your hand n mine~ says:
haha...u got read my blog one mehz?

jctrinity~your hand n mine~ says:
haha..

jctrinity~your hand n mine~ says:
I MISS YOU!

jctrinity~your hand n mine~ says:
=D

I miss this brother of mine, he's one amazing guy that impacted me in poly times. He was there during my toughest moments in poly. Like being around him, he demonstrates maturity beyond his years.

I remember those times, where we will just find time in school and just chat, being the only few chrisitians in class really bonds us, when we're lost, needa a positive and affirmative encouragem ent, he'll be someone i'll go to.

Due to our "click in religion", there was a period of time where we were in relationship problems and talked to one another. We had this silly agreement(that only happens in drama serials you watch on tv), by 30, if we're both unattached and nobody in mind, we'll settle down with each other. Those were the days, sufei and a few others always thought eventually we'll end up with each other, but i guess God has other plans.

Then this little guy, always anyhow anyhow "POM" an answer in class one, i guess he articulates his thoughts only when he verbalizes it. Tell me if i'm right.

Enjoy missing me.
*evil grins*

Exam Time Table

2006-10-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends,

YINGHUI's EXAM TIME TABLE

Leadership and management (25%) - 9th Oct Time: 7pm-10pm

Ethics and Governance (60%) - 25th Oct Time: 10am - 1.15pm

Human Resource Development (40%) - 30th Oct Time: 2.15pm -5.30pm

Business Finance (70%) - 2nd Nov Time: 10am - 1.15pm (need your prayer especially for this)

Leadership and Management (40%) - 10th Nov 10am - 1.15pm

- Please pray that i'll have the wisdom, this semester has been tough for me, been so hard press for time. but God is good!

To someone: U always say i'm a blessing in your life, you're a blessing in my life too, thanks for praying for me, thanks for being such a blessing... i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart..~ Continue loving Jesus with all your heart and i'm sure you'll be shining like a star! :) Amen~? *cheers*

i'm stressed

2006-10-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

Fear...often people describe it as a four letter word. Fear often people say to stare at it right back into it's face.. Fear...is something...x_x

Woke up at 5.30am this morning, will u believe it? Dont even need morning call, felt so awake today..how come? I dreamt that i didnt do well for my finance and my leadership paper... Dreamt of my parents disappointed face.. That i just couldnt sleep the whole night.

The whole of today i haven been myself, felt nauseous the whole day, only truly enjoyed my dinner..! Yummy dinner!

Sometimes i feel i push myself too much, but if pushing myself too much produces results i dont mind, it seems like these efforts are going no where..

But thank God for CD, even though i didnt hit my target, i've got a reasonable sum of newcomers. All glory be to God.

Something to take my mind off HR project...

2006-09-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

You Are Apple Green
You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

You Are 40% Vain
Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.
How Vain Are You?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are Pretty Logical
You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!
How Logical Are You?

Yes, that's how much i'm procrestinating...~ Oh well...its time...to go back and meet my beloved project.

HR

2006-09-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

Okie, i'm "Pia-ing" my HR project on performance management, performance appraisal and career counselling. Thank God i'm still working part time, it really makes a whole world of deal when you work part time in Uni, you can relate better with your own personal experiances, making it more personal.

Then it made me realized i've been "AWAY" too long, Mr chia smsed me today. I can't help but miss him, he've helped me so much and this is how i treat him - by not visiting him or asking him out.

I miss my secondary friends, haven seen them for ages(it feels).

Ξugene says:
miss you ma.. awol so long.

-YingHui- projects...projects..and more projects... says:
I MISS U TOO

Just miss spending quality time with them, missing someone only reminds you of the good times u've spend with them..creating an effect of wanting more of them...If i miss them so much, can u imagine how much our heavenly father misses us? No wonder He's almighty God, with Him are only good thoughts of us.

Went to chen su lan yesterday, taught the lesson on I'm PRECIOUS!! It never dawned upon me that while God is such a rich person, i mean He owns everything, yet there's just one thing He cannot afford to lose that's ME. I'm precious! Amen.

It hurts me to see children struggle with low self esteem, it's so unfair, just because they get bullied in primary school, get teased, these kinda of shadows stays and haunts them for life. It hurts me to see them absorbing lies and then condemn themselves. Never and i say NEVER use the word stupid on a kid - they will believe and it stays with them for life.

Okie i'm just blabbering already...Drain mentally... Toothache...my wisdom tooth grow so long also still growing, wah piang... ~ BTH.

Mabel, i'm a CLERIC too..! Yippie, finally one! :) Cheers! See you on sunday man!

hmmm

2006-09-18T15:07:00.000+08:00

okie, i haven been blogging, been lazy~ Been "Nua-ing" (if you know what that means)~ Several updates...eh..i'm still a busy little girl. Got a project submission on thursday and the best thing is that i haven started at all, this will be the first time i've done such a last minute thingy for my own individual project... My finance test...on last sat...can faint, no tips... and i hate maths! really from the bottom of my heart...~

Anyway, people been talking to me about getting attached, can i officially announced that I DONT WANT! (Not now- at least till i've graduated and land myself in a job). I just dont want dont want ..did i mention that i dont want?

Watching National Geographic again, mongooses - watching them digging for ground, they normally play with their food(spinning them) for as long as 15 mins before eating them. So adorable can~!~

K, so now that i've written something, i can go back to my books! Going to chen su lan later, i miss those kids there. They make me happy :) Ooooo...Children's day coming and so are my tests, really challenging me to expand my capacity...~

Maple story -level 29 now. I wana level up. From my posts u can tell that i haven really been playing too.

New SKIN!

2006-08-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

Blogskins are changed when you are faced with a mental block, okie that's for me :)
This isnt my fav but, i guess what can go wrong with pink butterflies...so girl can~ Alright time to hit the books and projects again~

Tough weeks ahead, can almost see them, press on..

I will survive~

the world is a small place

2006-08-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

The world is such a small place~ Agree?

Remember those days where IRC was such an IN thing and everybody simply will just go online and chuck up tons of bills coz in those days, we dont have cable plans. Our modem only works at 56KB. I remember the first person i spoke to was Airwalk15 --> Eugene Tan! I also remembered that Regina came to my house to install IRC for me...before that i only used the computer to do projects and play CD-ROM games...~ I actually skip school just to chat online, i use to spend like 9 hours online socializing~ Hmm~

I tell you, u guys will never never believe me if i tell you, that i actually save those IRC conversations we had in floppy diskettes? And i still have them now. Hey, that's how much i treasure times with you.

It was then exchanging of photos/telephone numbers begin. Believe or not, i have this "unwritten and unspoken" rule in me that is when i meet a net friend, i will never never contact this person again no matter how this person turn out to be. I use to know of friends who will arrange to meet guys and then hide at one little corner, when the guy arrives, she will "check" him out, and if he doesnt meet her expectation, she'll leave just like that...leaving that poor guy waiting and wondering why didnt this "date" turn up.

And the world is so small, i've came into contact with this net friend whom i've not contacted for the past 5 years. Somehow i found him so familiar, had a "freaky" experiance with him. And yes..his status has been confirm. The funny thing is that all along he knew who i was and i didnt. Why do ppl hide things like that ne? Hmm...just makes me wonder.

Now i also remember in secondary class, everday(i forgotten what day), we take turns to share news paper cutting on whatever topic we want. I rememeber sharing about "Dangers on IRC - Internet chatting". WoooHOoo.... Yeah~ Anyone of my secondary friend can rememeber?

Time to sleep now, finally level up to level 22. More importantly finished my part for the project~ Weee~

Updates

2006-08-17T15:13:00.000+08:00

OoOoo...haven been blogging recently lehz. Anyway these few weeks i've been up to...

1) Leader's Retreat
Been such a long long time where i've enjoyed a retreat so much, first night i went to the chalet to stay over, played RISK lar, monoply lar...When was the last time you've played board games? It's was such an amazing time of bonding/fellowshipping especially from people outside our zone.
Then next day, few hours of "HUNT" in Pualu Ubin on a bicycle, yeah...i didnt fall down. The bicycle jam there is x_x. Oh...Durian season is on, many people riding on their bikes, waiting under durian trees for the freshest durians. Then that night...exhausted, i will never never try to go without sleep for so long already. I took 3 hours that night trying to sleep...didnt know why also, felt like puking the min my head rests on the pillow. So now i've learnt a lesson.

2) New phone!
Yummy~ I got a new phone, WHITE Samsung D520. Wasn't what i wanted at all..guess i really hate making decisions. when facing with making choices, i'll just "okie lar okie lar". But this phone is nice...good graphics. Just that i cant hang any cutey cutey little dangly things on my phone.. *sulks*

And i know the next few weeks i'll be tied down with projects, one project is near to completion and more to come. This semester i'm like a lost girl, i dont understand what my finance teacher is talking about lehz.. Maths and Yinghui really dont go together.

Pastor also asked me if i want to change to another age group, i told her no. YAG is really where my heart is, i love to hug the children, love the way they smile after waving goodbye to their parents, love the way they say "yes teacher" and of coz i'm learning how to love them when they misbehave. Also i love working with the teachers in YAG, especially Suzanne, Eng wee, Mag and Of coz Joyce.

Started playing Maple story, what a late developer right? Yes.. i'm at level 21 now. I think i've got to wear specs soon, spend too much time training on my char already. I dont want to wear specs, someone told me that once i wear specs, "Not glam le, Not Pretty le..".~ This just makes me laugh~

Then that regina, got a new job, i mean her dream job, found something she love, in the right environment, what can be better right? Then she's a little busy busy girl, ask her out also difficult, cant blame her. This girl has been working like till 10pm, 1am.. Suting also, got a new job in DBS, totally happy for her, love it when my friends are moving on to something better.

Saw Jerome too in Tampines after like 5 years? Haha, i wonder what are my secondary school friends doing now? Are they happy? I really would love to meet up with them after 10 years. I think that will really be so cool, maybe after 15 years, play with their children and bring them to children's church. *smiles*

Had this conversation with him.

Jerome says:
Hello
[-yinghui-] says:
hi jerome
Jerome says:
You looked much better =)
[-yinghui-] says:
thanks man
[-yinghui-] says:
didnt know i look so bad last time
[-yinghui-] says:
haha
Jerome says:
no la
Jerome says:
[-yinghui-] says:
buahaha
Jerome says:
You were very skinny in the past
[-yinghui-] says:
no lar juz teasing u
Jerome says:
Now you looked very balance
[-yinghui-] says:
very balance~! Haha...
Jerome says:
I mean shapely

[-yinghui-] says:
balance?
[-yinghui-] says:
is that the new word for fat?
§ w wo shi regina says:
no la
§ w wo shi regina says:
xiang tai duo

What a tactful guy~ :)
But then he's right, only last year then i started putting on weight, before that i was underweight, not that i went on a diet, but rather i was under depression for a period of time. Never want to go back to those days again. I rather be happy. Happiness is something so valuable, nothing can buy it.

Just me~

2006-08-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

*sighs* i'm sick again.. Down with sore throat and flu for the 3rd day running! *faints* Today i've decided to see a doctor, realized i was sneezing out some tiny winny little bit of blood out. Guess it's a sign of heatiness~ *ponders* what have i been eating nehz? Nothing ah... No durians, no KFC...~

It's a horrible thingy to be sick, sore throat keeps you awake for the whole night that you have to try to hard to coax yourself to bed. Then when my lecturer spoke to me yesterday all i can do was to nod and shake my head leaving him wondering why i'm just not responding by talking..~

Anyway yesterday we did a personality test in class, he spend 30 mins of lecture time getting everyone to sit down and do it so that we can understand ourselves better.

Results: I'm a extrovert who uses my sense of sensitibity to collect information, when i need to make a decision i use my feelings and lastly judgement is visibly seen in my lifestyle.

Being sick is boring, lying in bed the whole day is awfully boring... what a dreadful day.

How not to love her?

2006-07-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

Just tell me how not to love her?
Such a sweetie pie... such a sweet heart ...~
Her smile melts you to the max! !

I adore them...~

deliverance

2006-07-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

I've gotten my breakthrough today! Set free in the mighty name of Jesus. Made silly mistakes in the past that i never openly told anyone...felt released. Pst Mike is such an anointed man of God..

Went for a special leaders meeting with him where he prayed and laid hands on everyone present and gave two altar calls. Ensuring that leaders are "cleaned up" first before members can be delivered too. The best thing about going for meetings like that is knowing that leaders are humans too. Members normally view leaders as ultraman/wonder woman that has a life without worries, smooth sailing, what a wrong perception. Leaders are flesh and blood too, we have all fallen short of the glory of God.

Pst mike first preached about deliverance. Then the action started. And i responded ... "cleansing process" was totally cool. Glad my breakthrough is here! After the whole thing, joyce and i had a big hug coz we know we've gone up another level.

i love You, Jesus. Really i do.

Choices

2006-07-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm blessed, very blessed by what pst kong have shared and will share in time to come about marriage. Marriage is such a sacred thing, yet people enter into this "partnership" with so many terms and conditions. The matter of the fact is this, if you enter into something with contigency plans, you'll never give your best, you'll hold back or you'll simply have something that you can fall back. Isnt it?

Glad my mum is attending this course too, wish my dad was here. Nothing makes a child happier than to busk in unconditional love from his/her parents. It shocked me a little when pst mentioned the divorce rate among christians and non-believers are similiar. But the beautiful thing about marriage is that you're able to fall in love again and again no matter what. The bottom line is this, God must be in the center any relationship, a three-fold cord is not so easily broken.

Then again reading papers these days, where abusive husbands and wives becoming common..~ When God created Eve, He took a rib from Adam. Not from adam's feet - to be trampled upon, not from adam's head to rule over him, but a rib so that a woman is comparable/to be a man's helper. I'm thankful that He's our creator :)

Anyway, God expanded our capacity today, YAG had 150+ children, our regular attendance hovers around 80 children. Unless He builds the house, we will definetly labour in vain. Thankful for the opportunity to teach story - about making choices. It has been my desire for the day where i can stand on stage and tell the children story.

While digesting the lesson, it dwelled upon me that indeed how silly some of our choices be? If we acknowledge that God is a good God, God is a wise father. Why do we exclude him in our decision making committee? A good decision isnt necessarily a God decision. God, i want nothing but Your best for my life.

My papa came back from China and he bought me and my marmie pearl necklaces. Happy.

grandfather

2006-07-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

My mum told me about my grandfather i never knew existed today..~
That's right and he's in hospital now . . .

Mum: Girl u wana go to hospital with me?

Me: why? U not feeling well is it?

Mum: I'm visiting him - your grandfather

Me: I only got 1 grandfather he's already cremated in Mandai with ah ma..

Heard from my mum that he always get drunk in the past then when he returns home,he'll give his children a big time whacking. One day he left the family...from that day on till now...nobody knew about his whereabouts...till now...suddenly he surfaced...

Last time i used to wonder why people have 2 grandfathers, but i only have one? Then i remembered my mum telling me not to ask about him..so i didnt. Even if i see him now, he's a stranger to me.

Will i cry when he dies? No i wont. I guess i wont even be affected by it, but i'll worry about how my mum might take it, after all, he's her daddy..~ So i guess i'll probably accompany my mum someday to visit this "grandfather" for the very first time. Am i feeling excited? No... It just makes me think how can a man walk out on his family like this?

A man should act and behave like a real man, be the pillar of strength in his family, where children can run to him, sit on his lap, showering his family with gifts and love. My mum sure had a hard time as a child. Goshie, i promise i'm going to be a good daughter to her.

people change

2006-07-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

New semester of school with new challenges and new changes... why ne? Coz this semester i'm going to have a change of group members. It's amazing how people think and work, different people having different kind of personalities, differernt working methods, different urgency of matters... well, there are bound to be disagreements. No wonder lecturers are sick and tired of students writing in our report "Better managing conflict within the group" as a challenge the group has to overcome. Because it's such a reality, every group faces this...even good buddies...~

I feel myself aging, not because of the physical age that i am at right now, but rather the kind of exposure i find myself facing. Different people . . .

"Plastics" - Where they smile, touch you, strike up conversations with you and badmouth you to other people. Isnt it not true? Why do people have spilt personalities? Dont they get tired? Why cant people just be themselves... You know it's really not hard to be yourself...~ Just got to appreciate yourself for that fact that you are just a wonderful creation of God..~

"Gossipers" - Goshiez, those who just gossip and gossip and if they dont gossip about other people for one day their mouth will just rot and decompose very quickly. In order not to be reduced to such a sorry state, people not only gossip, but fabricate "LIES".

"Turning Green" - Jealous people, people who just envy you, who just HATES you. Actually when i look back at those people i dislike.. some i dislike for the very fact that i know they are better than me. How ironic. And and and...you'll be very very interested in knowing how they are, reading their blogs...asking friends around them about them...*Goshie oh Goshie* Tell me i'm wrong.

I've found out why people compare, to give themselves a vision, a role model to compete against.
Now...that's a stupid reason for comparing.. Somethings in life, you just need to let go and lot God.~

Father i pray for a forgiving heart, no matter how many how unlikeable people have become, i pray that i'll learn how to forgive them..sometimes people dont know what they are doing...

Quizzes

2006-07-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

You Are 30% Normal

You sure do march to your own beat...But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at allYou think on a totally different wavelengthAnd it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

Your Birthdate: November 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.

Your strength: Your warm heart

Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions

Your power color: Black

Your power symbol: Musical note

Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Fellowshipping

2006-07-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah, dug one day out of our busy schedules to FELLOWSHIP (spend time with each other). Love hanging around spiritual friends like shufen, suting and jinlian, we spend time encouraging each other in God's word. Christians are NOT boring people.

Planned for sentosa BUT coz my friends love me so much they decided to accompany me for shopping, isnt that great? We have fun shopping and talking, it's like we know each other's pattern and style, we'll pick up something and comment like "it's so shufen, it's so suting"... girls will know what i mean.

Decided to catch a movie with them, decided to watch a "bimbo show" Just my luck, it was nice, coz we watched it without any expectation. Suting stayed awake throughout the whole show coz she really looked quite tired throughout today's shopping. We're going to watch one show every month from now onwards, next show - Click!

And we're going out this sunday to watch the finals of World cup, mabel...join me man! The question is where? Where should we go? Any suggestions?

Working together with Him~

2006-06-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'm so blessed by today's prayer meeting, i'm happy to just soak myself in the presence of God, it makes me happy to hear people praying fervantly, building their foundation and making a decision all over again to commit themselves into the hands of our Almighty God.

Yes Jesus, i acknowledge that i need You in my life. People especially my secondary school friends used to ask me, "Yinghui, why do you always go to church"? To me church isnt just a building, it's where my character is being put to the test, it's where i become a stronger woman on the inside of me, it's where i meet my best friend - Jesus.

My mum is a happy mum ever since i went to church, i use to be very rebellious, i'll turn a deaf ear to her "words of wisdom". Ever since i join children's church and decide to root myself in the ministry, i came home crying many times due to big time lecturing from my leader. BUT i thank my leader b paul coz he's always so patient even though i gave him so much rubbish and he never gave up on me.

At 13 - An "ah lian" in school
At 14- My first puff
At 14 - My first fight
At 15 - First in school suspension (For 1 week)
At 16 - Decided that my wild ways had to stop
At 17 - I started going to church
At 17 - I topped my sec class!

Try offering me a puff or drugs now, i will say NO. When i told my mum i smoked b4 she almost fainted but i assured her that i will never do it again, didnt like it. I'm just amaze whenever i look back at my life, it's so "colourful" yet so protected. I always attribute it to God's protection, i know i'll never make it this far without Him. I wana work with You. Lead me i pray, every single step i take.

Having a life isnt about chionging pubs/clubbing and just dancing the whole night away, it's impacting people's life with your experiance and helping them becoming a better person. There's much more to life than wasting your time away...

he makes me melt...

2006-06-26T10:31:00.000+08:00

Have you ever looked at someone and you just melt in your heart? Thinking "Awww, he is so so adorable!!"I have~ Celebrated my cousin's b-day on saturday. Are kids these days getting over pampered? I remember when i was a kid, my b-day cake was like 0.5 kg - 1 kg(on a normal b-day). Here 4 years old having a 2 kg or more cake decorated with strawberry short cake(Isnt that what we use to play with last time?)

He melts my heart~ Alden Lim~

Honestly i disagree with people when they say babies and children they are all generally cute, sweet and they look the same. Wrong! After coming into contact with so many children and babies, seriously there is a difference, after meeting those ultra adorable ones(where your heart melts) from that day onwards, you'll agree with me too. And Alden is one of them...buhahahA! My family line carry good genes~ :x Well back to the pampered kids, he's 20 months old already~ and he has a portable DVD player all to himself whenever my aunty wants him to take a rest, she'll just play a educational dvd to settle him down. Totally COOL, mabel and i just stood in awe.

Meet ultra adorable Faith! Joyce and i really can't help it, each time we see her, we'll give hug her, make an effort to talk to her, shower her with more care~ We just love her, love is pro-active, you do something instead of sitting there hoping something will happen.

Tidus my kid!

Not forgetting s lynn's wedding, she looked really really pretty~ We were all so happy for them~ Meet lily also, really been ages since we actually met up~ i miss her~ ~>.<~ Eugene send the F4 home, it was really quality time spend with them, enjoyed every single part of it. Friends are gifts from God. My F4 are indeed treasures God have placed for me to cherish while i'm on earth now. With them it's heaven on earth moments spend together. People always wait till they lose something then cherish it, why? Pastor Kong always teaches us everything you dont cherish you'll lose it, that's right and so true.

You dont cherish responsbilities given to you... It will be taken away~ You dont cherish the care/concern given to you by friends ... they will drift away~ You dont cherish the love from your parents ... one day it'll be too late~ I certainty dont want to live life and having tons of regrets~

You know why F4 is so special? Coz it constitutes of 2 girls and 2 guys and all our motive is to build this friendship we have till we see each other again in heaven. And eugene and bob they are so nice, knowing when we're tired, they'll carry bags for us, they'll get drinks for us first, get food for us first. Joyce and i are seriously touched by such gestures from them. Cheers brothers~

And i think tht's what true friends are, caring for each other and loving them as yourself. I feel it's rare coz normally when you put Females and Males together after spending so much time together they'll develop feelings for each other, NOT in our case. We rejoice when bob got attached, we encouraged him to go for it. And now the both of them are bugging joyce and myself to do the same too. x_X
Our favourite!! It's eugene's dream man~ its so so so nice~ And bobbie's b-day is coming up soon! Happy b-day brother~

What is happiness?

2006-06-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

~HAPPINESS~
According to oxford dictionary it's defined as happy /hpi/ adj. (happier, happiest) FEELING / GIVING PLEASURE, feeling or showing pleasure; pleased: a happy smile / face

What is happiness to you? Children church has this snapshot competition where the children get to submit one photo entry illustrating what is happiness to them~

Let me share with you what happiness means to my children: . . . . .

Hugging this piglet to bed every night, it was her b-day present from a few of the teachers to her. Small gifts like that makes her happy. What a simple joy.

Happiness means having their family around with them . . .

This is eliza, happiness to her means having a wardrobe bursting of pink and pretty dresses to select from...

To Eugene it's just enjoying the beautiful sunset...

More pictures of beautiful children~

In my opinion: Happiness is the ability to look forward no matter what happened in the past, knowing that tomorrow will be a better day. Having the full assurance that no matter what happens in life, i know in my heart that i can overcome.

"When you pass through the waters, i will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you," says the Lord. Isaiah 43:2

Adding up your blessings

2006-06-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

"Before i formed you in the womb i knew you, before you were born i set you apart," says the Lord. Jeremiah 1:5

God has the film of my whole life in view and not just the snapsort of my now existence. How true. We are the only creatures to hold a destiny and we can make a difference in our destiny in the choices we make. God i wonder, what the future lies ahead in front of me. How many more children's lives can i touch?

Human are negative in nature, " I've got 2 news, good news and bad news which do you prefer to hear FIRST?" Normally our replies will be, okie lets have the bad news first. I'm guilty of it. These 2 weeks attendance for my group hasnt been good, kids are facing problems in their families. I've got 2 kids whose parents got officially divorced, and now the two brothers have to be seperated. How sad isnt it? Knowing you have a sibling but you cant be with him. It breaks my heart to hear how children have to suffer at such young tender age when they should be immersing in love from a complete family.

Dr Geoffrey Still said this, " Instead of counting your troubles, try adding up your blessings!" What a great piece of advice, i'll do it. I dont want to take my kids for granted, i want to take care of them to the best of my ability. Jesus said, "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit." John 15:5 Expand my capacity i pray. REVIVAL to AMK, fruits that will remain in AMK. If You can use anybody, let it be me.

Desaru!

2006-06-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah back from my desaru trip~ Half of my time was spent on the bus doing my favourite activity sleeping. The reason i agreed to go on this trip is the want to bond with my family members. These aunties and cousins are people i love to spend time with but unfortunately due to our busy lifestyles we havent had much opportunities.

My Da gu gu! She bought us mac breakfast! I slept over at my #5 aunty house with my cousin mabel, da gugu and and #2 aunty. I slept early about 12+ and i was "woken" up by noises in the room at 2am(in my mind i was thinking huh, so early 5am liao ah). Then my da gugu wana switch bed with me coz she was hot, at 2am, they were all talking about mac breakfast and we placed an advance delivery order. *hiak hiak* of coz the delivery was LATE. Wanted my food at 5.15am, the rider only left at 5.18am, sometimes i just dont know what to make out of it. If the food "can be accepted late", then why do i even have to bother placing an advance delivery order? Cant figure out the logic behind, but at least the food was hot, so my little cousin rachel had a wonderful breakfast with a COOL happy meal toy.

We chatted till like 3am, mabel and i especially, we talked about marriage, my aunty hopes that the both of us gets married within the next 2 years. I was like..."HUH, i dont even have a bf lehz". She told me to be focus.. haha..within the next 2 years? possible ma? Mabel, i'm rooting for you even as you read this. *Prays* you'll meet your mr right soon!

Introducing - Da Gu Gu

Rachel - Primary 3 this year, Super bright girl while other kids are watching arts central and cartoon network, this little girl over here watches sports channels, talks about golf, badminton, tennis and soccer in depth. Ask her about golfing handicapps and she'll answer you right there and then. Even the books she borrowed from library arent fairytales (like what i'll use to do). Bright kid.

Itinerary
1) fruit farm/bee farm
I love their farms! Who would have expected these to be inside a FRUIT FARM?
See, they actually tape the snake's mouth, must be so uncomfortable...poor snakkieee...~

Lunch time! Fruits platter~ healthy living indeed. Free flow of fruits however we had our eyes on durians throughout the whole lunch session. BAGUS!

Presenting Mabel - She's a v v v nice girl. 1 year older than me but always so much more sensible makes me feel like a little girl around her.
We were not alone, Honda Jazz gang came too, lines of cars sia...SO PRETTY. The pink one in particular coz it's so PINK so girl so me. Opppsss.. :X

2) Herbs garden
It was raining then so i chose a safe alternative out, i slept in the bus. No rain could touch me that way. Jialat, damn spoilt.
3) Shopping (CANCELLED- due to the lack of time *sulks*)
4) Dinner
5) Home (Tio stucked in the jam for 2.5 hours, horrible sia)

It was a fruitful time with them. Korea next we're planning. Yeah man, actually cruise seems like a very good idea too...Oh...i juz wana go to so many places...but for now it's la la land...~ It's REGINA's B-dAY!! WOoooHOoo

Happy birthday dearest gina! *MUACKS*

CHILDREN

2006-06-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

What more can i say? Pictures paints a thousand words.... enjoy in the innocence and true happiness of these chilren, how long have u smiled from the bottom of your heart?

Oh i'm teething, growing my wisdom tooth now, sia lar...months liao..finally i'm beginning to see the "whites" of my new teeth.

SENTOSA

2006-06-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA!! Yeah man, went with summer, shu fen and jinlian. We've planned actually to visit underwater world but cant get the valid passes so SUNSET BAY - there we went. The weather was PERFECT! While lian and myself was worrying about getting sun burn, there wasnt any SUN, cold wind greeted us. What a beautiful day the Lord has made!

We got excited for this trip coz it'll be the first time we'll see each other in bikini, finally we get a chance to wear it. We soaked ourselves in the sea and had a great time of fellowship, went Kayaking, played beach volleyball and card games. Be very surprise at what can 4 woman do at the beach.

It was first time kayaking for fen, we were paired up together initially and we actually "crashed" into the bridge there, so pai say coz there were a group of guys and they actually helped us turn. Summer was went alone, she had a guy holding on to her and ask if she could swim, and she replied cannot, so they were disturbing her. *pengz* She was so embarrased and we stayed very very far away from those bunch of guys.

Lian left first so we played till 6 + before washing up, afraid the shower room will be overly packed, we decided to shower in public (with our bikinis) on of coz! Sure we had stares but we couldnt care less. Then we went to have dinner and shopped a little before heading home. Shufen was a powerpact woman, as of 10pm tonight, should would have stay awake for 24 hours.

The only pity was that we didnt manage to get any photos taken, but nvm, we're already planning another trip there~ Where is my next place? Night Safari?

FLU BUG

2006-06-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

Oh..how the flu bug hit me. Was suffering from a cold yesterday in office, struggling with a sore throat and today things worsen, so at 6:45am my mum came into the room passed me $50 for doctor fees. To some of you, you might be thinking! WAT THE...$50 for doctor fees! So ex, yesh it is expensive..

I went to a new clinic today around my neighbourhood, was an indian doctor, when i stepped into the clinic it felt so "family oriented" i like the place! haha, he gave me medicine for my runny nose, block nose, cough and of coz antibiotics~ and i got 2 days MC!! Happy! But i think i'll go back to work tml, if not who is going to pay me? And it costed me $40. Can anyone tell me if your doctor fees are this expensive too? Coz when i stayed in bedok few years ago, the fees were like $20+ and now every visit is a minimum of $40, freaking ex horrendously ex, no wonder ppl say we cannot fall sick in Singapore.

I miss work already coz today it;s going to be fun, whole team in pink! Should be a beautiful sight. Okie time to rest now, finally rest time! z z z z z z

i'm blessed

2006-06-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

I think i am really blessed~ i know i am. My mum is really a fantastic mum, i overspent~ spend my this week allowance last week and i haven worked for like the past 2 months, no income for this month and great singapore sale is ON..! No money!

I went for my treatment on monday, missed O school, reckon that i should get my leg treated first before i can continue dancing. So i went for it at bishan, it was a weird experiance, he said my bones were out of position, one side of my body is higher than the other so he's going to push it back into position, hence the treatment started. I walked out of it crying, cant believe i did it. Walloping in self pity, then i saw the look on my mum's face, she was so worried, she can tell that i was in serious pain, so she offered me tissue.

The best thing came next, we went for shopping and she gave me a sum of money for shopping! It was sure a happy thing! But i needa go for subsequent treatments for about 10-12 time, it's scary~ reali...imagining going through the same pain process again...it makes me shiver at the thought of it.

Having some little issues at home, made me boiled and flare. That night nobody dared to talk to me, so i went to pray, just needa pray. So i locked myself in my room and cried out to God. Then God reminded me of Jeremiah 33:1-3, the heading talks about peace, such a timely word in season isnt it? Yes Jesus, You are the prince of peace, i need You to be the peace to guard my heart. Coz sometimes, people that hurt you the most are your most loved ones.

" vs 3 "Call to Me, and i will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know."

Yes, that's the cry of my heart now. I wana run to You, run to source of my strength, run to my best friend. Felt so encouraged by it. Been working almost everyday, work is alright, i needa learn how to deal with some people at work, i dont even know if they are a foe or a friend, they are turning into plastic..so i shall just mind my work.

In cg today, it was such a heartfelt session, during testimony, the prescence of God just came, worship was awesome. Then the word: FRIENDS

"real friendships are never accidental ... they are made, developed, planned and cultivated."

I promise i'll not take you for granted:
1) Lily ( i miss her like crazy)
2) Regina
3) Suting
4) Shufen
5) My F4! love them so much!

Thanks pals, you guys are a BIG piece of me!

ZOO!!

2006-05-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

I really am a happy girl. This has been such a fufiling month for me. Went out of my comfort zone, guess what~ i finally went for my first street jazz dance class at O school with summer! It was really fun, not that i'm an awesome dancer, just wana go through the whole thing and see how is it. I registered for open class, might wana register for a CLASS instead. Yesterday the dance teacher carol wasnt in Singapore, so another dance teacher daniel came and taught us instead, he sure is a power pact dancer, the way he dances is so WooHOoo! Imagine the standard of O school, ALL the teachers are so WOOHOOO! Saw B Ryan teaching jazz! So graceful! Just inspires me, but then the truth hit me. My knee cap injury came back...haiz~ my leg hasnt been the same ever since i've got knocked down last year. My mum told me to stop dancing and get my leg treated first...i'll do these two things concurrently.

Proud owner of O school Card, you pay your lessons through your card, it doubles up as an ez-link card too! super cool!

ZOO!!! ZOO!!
Regina, Eugene and myself went to the zoo today!! Yippee ZOO!!! Prayed for it not to rain today! We met at 10.30am at amk!! This is one of the days i can get regina to wake up so early and get them to come down amk so willingly, eugene specially took off just to go out with us, that's so awfully sweet~ Appreciate it eugene~

He wanted to cover his face! But haha managed to take a photo of him before he covered his face~

ANIMALS
Let's enjoy the beautiful creations of God~

Upload more about zoo soon! loads of beautiful photos and memorable moments coming up..right guys? :) Resting time now!

I'm going to underwater world!! In 2 weeks time!! Excited!! :)

Sustainability

2006-05-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah man, Sustainability is the word in season now!
When God made promises in the bible, did you know that those power man of God waited for years?

I'm sure everyone is familiar with Noah's Ark, God told Noah to build an ark coz He was going to send a flood, the rain/flood came 120 years later. Noah kept believing and he sustained.

Abraham, when God promised him a son, his son came, 25 years later. Talking about sustainability.

Friends

2006-05-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS
I've been rather burdened on the topic of friends recently. Until i read joyce's blog then i realized that i get what she meant, i felt that too... It's been pulling my heart for the past 2 weeks~ i wonder why~

FRIENDS what do they really mean to me? I hardly have very close guy friends because when i have them it often involves emotional entanglements. So i really cherish close guy friends who can stay as friends..~

Like what joyce said in her blog, until they got attached, then i realized i've lost them. Times when i can call my good friend up and pour problems and talk about anything, now i cant do that anymore coz i know my friend will wana spend time with his gf. Suddenly i felt like i've lost a good friend, and it's a sucky feeling. But i've done that myself, whatever you sow you shall reap huh...~ Friends arent those that that you just confess with your mouth yeah we're great friends, but you read their blogs to find out what has been happening in their lives. Where's the verbal communication? It's really a fact that when communication stops, relationship dies...~ a friendship moves down another level~

Then i thought to myself so how often do i communicate with those "close friends" that i label, sad to say, some of them, i only communicate with them once a week~ It might be a growing up phase where everyone is busy with work/school, so i guess i'll have to learn and adapt~

Happy to have them around!

That's just us trying to be funny in office, that's what you get when we get bored in office. x_x

Oh we went out for dinner too!! Had this BEAUTIFUL Tropicana Bomb! So pretty!

I had so many close friends at the different stages in my life~ In primary school i had one called Evelyn Goh, she's such a nice person, i wasnt really miss popular in primary school, i remembered how my classmates will outcast me because i wasnt pretty enough, even though we're in differernt classes, she made it a point to be my friend. That's a true friend!

In secondary school, i had Jerren Teo, Chew Xiefang, Cindy Low - We were always one "clique" we became close only after my secondary 2 birthday chalet, xiefang and cindy didnt liked e at first, after my birthday they soon realized that i wasnt that bad after all! We'll always spend recess together~ On the phone, double date~ it was so adorable!

Not forgetting Regina Huang, since sec 3!This girl saw me through my worst times, she saw how i fought in school, tried to do silly things~ Always there at 2am after my breakups~ explaining and pacifying my mum when things go wrong risking herself getting scolded, my mum was such a "fierce" mum~

Lim Manqin, though this girl was younger than me, i felt so comfortable with her, we shared visions, talked about church, talked about God, we could talk about anything and everything, and she's a very giving person!! She never fails to send me cards, remembers my birthday! She's such a giver!

Of coz lar!
Eugene Tan - He's such a nice guy friend, one who will love me as a FRIEND and nothing more, oh i wish i had more guy friends like this!

When i proceed on to poly i had Hani, Sufei and Patricia, even now still have them they became my uni classmates! Not forgetting Roy, he was such a great friend to me while we're together~ I thank him for it.

In church, this is one big part of my life, i have Summer Seet, F4 and now i'm getting closer to shufen. They are amazing people! :)

A friend loves at all times, so what's the extend of love you have for your friends around you? I'm evaluating mine...~ How about you?

Above it all, i thank Jesus that i can always shout JESUS YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND! I love Him, nothing can replace Him in my heart!

pictures

2006-05-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

West Coast Park

2006-05-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

thank you Jesus for the wonderful weather we had today, no RAIN!! Yes, today my zone went to west coast park, this outing is such a breakthrough for us coz our previous outings are always "limited" to indoor activities due to the lack of manpower, but thank God we manage to move out of the box!

It was FUN, we estimated by faith 150 kids. We had 150 and i suppose 20 adults. Super cool!! The stations were exciting and on top of that, balloons were given out to kids~ Party packs, chocolate bars...~ Being in children's church is awesome! and i forgotten to take pics~ x_X

Anyway, went back to church for some matters and i met my angel~ Huilin!! Can't believe she actually remembered and got me this!! Met her in church office once and i was telling her how nice her bracelet was...and i wanted to get something like this...Just when i was thinking about the bracelet... SO SWEET!!

I miss f4 gang. Eugene wanted to go genting~ joyce n myself most probably okie with it~ Will we ever make it there? :)

SpidEy

2006-05-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

I think i'm nuts~ I caught a spider, my plan was to suffocate it in this little glass cup for 1 day and throw it's body away the next day, it has been 3 days already and it's very much alive n kicking..HOW COME? Then i took pity on it, caught a little ant, place it in the cup for the spider to have one last nice juicy meal before it dies. - If not normally i'll just crush the ant.

Been watching it and the spider isnt spining any webs! They are just doing their own business! Now i wonder what's the prey doing?

I just suddenly thought of b michael said the 1st time when i joined 9am service, he said u'll either appreciate or depreciate in value every year, when you learn something new, u appreciate~ when u make better ur skill u appreciate in value...when u stay stagnant that's already depreciating... *checks* her own life, yes i'm proud of say i'm appreciating in value!! So excited, i'm going to do 2 new things this year, enuff with procrestinating, i'm just going to do it, and it feels so GOOD!! Wont be it v v sad, if you're doing the same old, ROUTINE thing year after year? Time to spice up ur life if that's you.

SNAKE

2006-05-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

WOoohOooo!!! We found a snake in my garden!! So exciting right!! Actually we thought it was an earthworm(while opening the gate and seeing in the dark), then when we on the lights we were like.. WAH! SNAKE!!...

Of course that isnt my hand, it looked something like that, tiny baby snake~ So exciting, every step i took towards it, it raised its head higher and moved in it's routine S direction and it jsut slitthered away into my garden.

ARghz!! I WISH i knew how to catch snakes then i'll just keep it- okie for a day, before i call in some snake/pest buster who will know how to deal with them. Wish como was here...ever since he was gone, slugs....capterpillars....now snakes have made their way to my house...~

He was such a fantastic guard dog, now i'm wondering did he ever get bitten by any of those things~ Then again..was talking to eugene about it, he was saying if it's a baby...where's the mum... i was like..yeah ah! Mum snake!! Dont think it can squeeze its way through my drains- it'll be too fat. BUT...it'll be interesting to see a fatter snake, non venomous 1~

I better watch more discovery channels~ arm myself with knowledge on how to catch snakes~ or maybe crocodiles~ Buahahah!!

Tribute to my mum!

2006-05-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Happy MOTHERS DAY! "Dragged" My mum out to have lunch with me today. So cool, u know ma? My mama is a modern mum, she works monday - friday, Facials on saturday, goes for massages on sunday + putting up with our nonsense at nights. They should just feature wonder woman as our mums.

Went to eat steamboat @ parkway parade, explain to my mum..i wanted to buy her flowers, but thought it'll be such a waste, so brought her out to eat, not that cheap okie~ It was nice! Tom yum and chicken soup base! Yummy! I love Tom Yum!! Saw sister ting and ashley, ashley is so pretty, asked sister ting when is she delivering? Her tummy is so BIG...~ she say anytime. *prays* that she'll have a safe and smooth delivery!

After lunch, my mum asked me..if i wana cut hair...actually i wanted, but i said NO. Then she said, "SI YA TOU" and started laughing. Haiz~ She watched too much Da chang Jing already..

I'm happy, very happy that holidays have commenced, this means that i'll have time to watch my DVDS, hate them pilling up at home without me watching time, i'm going to transform into an aunty already...Oh God help me~ I haven really watched da chang jing, i'm going to start soon! Wonder why people are going "goo goo ga ga" over this show. Even regina says its nice, it must be one great show!

anyway cindy - CINDY IS A GOOD GIRL. (See you're mentioned)! Flattered ma? :x

Oh i wana read more books~ Fix my jigsaw that's collecting dust~ Impact more children deeply~ Love God wholeheartly~ :) *Winks*

Yeah, actually i like reading one~ *nods* I love books sales, my brother jonathan and myself can spend hours there one!

I read a few pages of the book and then left it seated on my shelf for like dont know how long until my younger brother took it and read. His comments," This is an interesting book", Okie i'll find out how interesting it is.

Geisha...Nice movie! So i couldnt resist buying the book after watching the movie!! :) Going to finish it this week!

I miss AMK CRAB!!

The soup is DELICIOUS, i was turned off..by the colour..when i tried it, i was surprised. SWEET, tasted MILK...~ YUMMY!

The best part!! Come mon guys, lets have a dinner date!! *looks at eugene tan* thanks for organizing..this hawker stall need Q v long one...Looking forward..

What a wonderful world~

2006-05-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

When i was much younger, i remember sitting in my daddy's car...listening to this song. Louis Armstrong what a wonderful world..~ Then i asked him, "Daddy why are you listening to such an oldie, this person voice..so funny one(husky- which i didnt know then). He replied, "This is a nice song." Many years later when i grew up, he's right. This is a beautiful song~

What a wonderful World

I see trees of green........ red roses too

I watch 'em bloom..... for me and for you

And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue..... clouds of white

Bright blessed days....warm sacred nights

And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.

The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky

Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by

I see friends shaking hands.....sayin'.. how do you do

They're really sayin'......I love you.

I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow

They'll learn much more.....than I'll never know

And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world

The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky

Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by

I see friends shaking hands.....sayin'.. how do you do

really sayin'.....I ....LOVE....YOU)

I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow

You know their gonna learna whole lot more than I'll never know

And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world

Yes I think to myself .......what a wonderful world.

Do you know every star has a name?

Isaiah 40:26
"Look up into heavens. Who created all the stars? He brings them out like an army, one after another, calling each by its name. Because of his great power and incomparable strength, not a single one is missing."

Then the next question, so how many stars are there? According to wikipedia:

Astronomers estimate that there are at least 70 sextillion (7×1022) stars in the known universe [1]. That is 70 000 000 000 000 000 000 000, or 230 billion times as many as the 300 billion in our own Milky Way.

O_O i like stars, i like God's creation, i like this wonderful world~

WEEEEEE~~

2006-05-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl~ Happy because my papers for exams are over. The last lap is like on SATURDAY - Big time presentation, 100%~ Wednesday and thursday is going to be really busy for me again. Reports and reports...~

Anyway, i went SHOPPING. love it man, with sufei~ She's so nice to go with me...u know why, we pratically dragged ourselves to shopping~ our eye lids were all so heavy, i studied the previous day from 10am - 1am...study until wana puke that's when i know my mind is very saturated already.

bought my BIKINI and a top~ Loving it k~ Tops are so "difficult" to buy~ Legs aching like siao now...Locked myself too long at home liaoz~Yeah man and i'm going out tomorrow to unwind~~ Loving every little bit of it~

Alden!

2006-05-07T11:20:00.000+08:00

Alden!! - My Cousin!

He was trying to figure out what i was doing~ Thus this adorable pose~

SO SO SO adorable, when i saw him yesterday i told my aunty, wah he's so big now! Getting a photo of him ain easy anymore...he goes...jumping~ crawling~ Guess what he goes to gym!! At his age..~ yeah they have gym lessons for toddlers where they teaches them to jump~ do simple actions~ *WALK like an ELEPHANT*, *ROAR like a LION*, *QUACK like a DUCK*...~ *CLAPS*

Power kid!! He's so handsome!! Okie...better go back and study. Yeah my mummy paid for my Desaru trip already, June 18!! YummY!!! Mum asked if i wana go Shanghai with her...this month...guess i'll decline~~

*pls pray for my paper tml*

tough tough tough

2006-05-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

*yes* one paper down, one more 60% paper prices and markets to go on MONDAY. Prices and Markets is like economics..and it carries such heavy weightage~and it involves calculation~ tian ah~ I'm really "SO GIFTED with numbers"~ It's starting to worry me...BUT then, i can relax a bit when my final paper ends next SAT *phew* time flies, thank God time flies!

Oh how my back aches, think is my sitting posture, i was fidgeting and squirming all over my seat and it was a 3 hour paper~ Can imagine how uncomfortable the whole exam was? The paper was alright...~

Then i took back my 2 project results..haiz...dont know what's happening, never had such abysmal... atrocious results in my life after secondary school days. WHAT'S HAPPENING... is it me? or is it the year? Cant really put my finger to it.

Project are suppose to help you to score right? If i perform badly at examinations, it's justifiable~ most probably the root cause will be my studying style, focus or me laziness(coz i study only the sub-headings and the explaination i'll leave it to common sense..)...haiz...i know i know all these are my pretext right?

Anyway i went and visit my kid today..~ Bought assessment books for the sisters to do. Then their mum keep thanking me, it's the little things that you do that touches the hearts of people~ Simply made my whole night~ :)

Please really pray for raymond's(my visitation helper) dad, he fainted yesterday, went for body check up, waiting for results. *Prays* the check up result will bring only GOOD reports! Yeah and pray for my monday test...~ that i'll have more than enough brain cells and mega memory to remember the formulas...

The irritiating thing about maths is that you must practise~ Last time i "played smart", i memorized formulas like crazy! Believing and full of confidence and when i saw my maths exams...i'm like...yeah i know the formula...then when i started doing..i'm like..SHARKS...i dont know how to apply!! Isnt that such a big joke? Now i figured out why parents always say practise your maths, they dont want children to walk out of exams feeling like a big joker..who tried so hard..for nothing...Better listen to their advice.~

Bored

2006-05-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

*yawns* Thursday is my next exam paper - Organizational Theory and Design. It's a very dry modules, very marketing but even drier than marketing. *grits her teeth* it's going to be over..~

Singaporeans are big time spendthift, read the newspapers today, cabbies saw an increase in 30% of their income. And how true, on sat i waited for 45 MINS just to get a cab to church, got more kua zhang than that a not? Then i waited 30 mins to get a cab home, how horrible!! Even the taxi queue was SO LONG even with the extra Boarding $2 surcharge.. Look at how we are spending our progress package...~ Feeding cab uncles~

I got SGD $200 for my progress package, cant stand people who are receiving like $700/$800 complaining about not receiving more..~ Then me ne? Bang Wall is it? Got extra money just be thankful lor...~ So difficult ma? I'm receiving 1/4 of the majority of people lor..~ Then someone wana sponser me money to buy HP, see...there are nice people around! So if you have too much cash on hand, i know the exact solution, pass it to me. I'll put it into good use!~ Confirm~

Meet my Uni gang...girls that i hang out with...~ One more is missing coz she's taking the photographs..~ And they are all so guai...makes me the "naughtiest" one of all...how can that be?

May 8th - End of my last paper, May 13th - My presentation...So in between besides chionging like siao for project...I'm determined to:

1) Buy a bikini [anyone knows of any store that sells bikini's with sizes?] coz most of the stores i go to sells only free sizes and that's quite irritating..~

2) Spend time time with suting before she starts her full time work, haven been spending time with this friend of mine, we're all busy busy people..~ *winks*

3) Make my days filled with activities, i'm going to play badminton, going to the zoo! How exciting..~ Eugene, can we go on a weekday? I arrange a date then u take off okie? or mc? :x Weekend very packed lehz...~ ~>.<~

4) Study my bible more~! Yesh! Wana be a bible warrior~! *Anyone interested in going to zoo let me know, can go as a group, fun + fun! U know actually we should actually organized a day of games, like water bombs lar..just outdoor activities~ it's like a mini amazing race, with obstacles stations. That will be really fun! I wana go climb bukit timah hill, but i'm scared of the monekeys..anybady wana go? Hehe....~ Faith again - really so adorable!! She keeps bouncing on my lap...so so adorable~
This kid is ericia, one of the kid in my visitation group. She's so sweet, very very very sweet! The way she looks at you ah...you'll go "AHhhhhHHHHh, what do u want, i'll just buy for you". Even her own brother loves her a lot coz she's adorable. Her fav past time is playing computer games...and she's only 5 years old!

What else can i say? I love them!!

Wah

2006-04-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

I'm better already~ thanks people for your concern~
Was talking to my aunties today, #3 and #5. And one of them actually reads my BLOG...impressive right! To have such IT savy aunty!

HR test is finally over, half of the paper were HR answers, the other half were from Book of Yinghui..~ Looking so forward to my next test on next thursday! *grinz* Organizational theory, not that i am GOOD at this module, but rather the closure of one test brings me nearer to the closure of the whole exams things.

Got so many plans, like in June i'm going to Desaru (Malaysia). Then later this year i'm trying to persuay my parents to bring us overseas so that we can enjoy!! Just look at the dark eye rings, arghz... ~ i wana sleep earlier...

*Someone commented that i look innocent in my previous picture, i told the person...~ Hey i am lor! *hehe* Not mentioning i'm going to the zoo with regina! So excited~ Can~ But then again...nothing beats the feeling of spending money on what u like..~ i wana go shopping~!~!~!!!!

This is bad, i pick up weird habits during exam period,i'm hooked on discovery channels...something i dont watch~ why cant i pick up nicer habits? Like studying longer hours...or pampering myself more? Exam periods are sore cold and pimple period...~ that's bad~

sniffs

2006-04-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

sad...
very sad...
awfully sad....
super duper sad....

I officially announce that i'm dog-less from this day forth.
*please be sensitive and not ASK me on what has happened or WORSE sms my brothers to ask them about it.

Just need sometime to cool it~ This is farnie, when i look at his photos now, those SILLY pictures suddenly look so amazing..~

I really wonder what's wrong? I've lost my fav chilchilla~ now como too... what's wrong with pets. I shall not BUY/ADOPT new pets, losing them is a horrible feeling, and i certainly dont wana deal with it anymore.

SO DONT U DARE BUY ME PETS~ that i can grow sentimentally very attached to... So affected dont know how to study too...~ I need Grace ~ I'll keep confessing on God's promises, mind over matter.

Jesus, give me the strength i need to get over this whole incident.

If u know u're irritating by nature, do stay away from me these few days. Take it as a personal favour.

Got back my IC

2006-04-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Got my IC already!! Prays v v hard that i wont lose it agan...~ Anyway i already plan to photocopy my ic and bring that out instead, then i'll leave my original at home~ Losing IC is a horrendously mind taxing issue...AND the police hasnt caught any culprits yet.. By june they dont catch anyone, my case will be closed already...~

Went to airport to study yesterday, air con was too cold, went home sick~! Down with cold n fever...how silly can it be right? Thank God for friends like bob who can visit my NCs for me.. And my v v faithful helper raymond. I really thank God for putting beautiful people in my life..!

Anyway, went out on wed night with pastor and cg members to have supper. My pastor asked me, yinghui when are u getting attached ah? A lot of ppl in your school going after u right?

I just replied, pastor, not so fast lar. Then i looked at my leader b paul, he say, finish ur studies first...then i said okie..~ i will, i'll graduate by next year June. I guess i'm being silly, i'm waiting for someone to move on first before i can move on. And i know u will move on soon, or maybe u've already moved on. I guess there's this thing called maximum love, when u've loved someone so deeply before, u know u'll never be able to love another person so much again. I know i have. But still i thank this person for giving me memories that nobody can take away from me. I'm not dwelling in the past coz i know its over. It's just psychologically there's a barrier.

I'm having my HR exams this tuesday, please pray for my brains to function so well, pray that i'll write the correct and needed answers!

princess

2006-04-18T03:03:00.000+08:00

I'm a little Princess!!

I've watched a show before 2 siblings and their best friend. - Their names were King, Queen and Jack. Actually sounds cool right?

Desmond said i was too old for princess, so i told him...haven marry off yet still princess..Once get married le...Queen!! Haha...coz i might have a daughter who will be MY princess!

Just reginaa... i dun know how long it would take...but i'm looking forward says:
"so ms princess..not sleeping?"

Ever since i've changed that nick, everyone EXCEPT eugene have called me princess! Hahaha
I know for sure, that i'm a princess to my parents, well they got only one daughter~ I'm a princess to Jesus~ I'm going to be a princess around my friends~ What more can i ask for?

*Maybe servants* You mei you volunteers?
Me, when i was younger i believe like many other girls out that, we do have fairy tale dreams right? Living in castles... hoping to be like sleeping beauty or cinderella! But as i grow up i realised that fairy tales dont exist...Meanwhile this would probably be what i thought of while growing up~

Castles to stay in~ Wee

Traditional one

Modern One

If not other kind of houses also can consider: Such a dreamland~!~ x_X

Candy HOUSE!!

Money House

Glass House - It's in New Zealand. Eugene u reading this? Go New Zealand, buy a house like that...it's so so BEAUTIFUL!!!

Talking about princess.. I found this yahoo images..SUMO princess...~ WooHooOOO..~ Not my type!

God is faithful

2006-04-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

2nd tim 2:13
"If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself."

That's right, this the faithful and loving God i serve. Every time after a major event in church, it's always exciting and yet "stressful" to look at your group and see how many children that are under you actually came and how many are added into the group. My faith target was 40. Never in my ministry have i actually hit my target, the closest i ever came near was like 33 when my faith target was 34 on last year's children's day.

And by the grace, this year's Easter i have 40 children! This is really the grace of God, i've been rather busy with my own studies and projects. Done saturation twice (this is quite little as compared to other leaders). But God is amazing, He just brought in the growth, so i'm praying hard that the retention is good, so i can multiply the group. Ang Mo kio is such a wonderful area, i'm loving every little bit of it.

Then my papa brought us out for a family dinner at turf city, haven had one for such a long period of time...and my fav! CRAB!! The nicest food on earth....*yummy*

And it was BIG weighting at 1.3kg ! I spend like 15 mins try to peel off the delicious meat~ So hard to "Kiap". Actually wana eat snails, but it was sold out...sian..!

BUT, deer meat was awesome! Cooked with loads of onions and garlic, fabulous! It may not look so appealing, but it tasted GREAT!! *slurps*

This is what's being serve in China's mac..Triangle Wrap. It's nice, taste like the CHICKEN fantastic here just that it's not a rice burger. But their fries are so so salty.

Thank you Jesus for everything you've given me. I'm such a happy girl today!

Friendster

2006-04-16T02:24:00.000+08:00

Connecting people! Wah..yeah i guess that friendster really has such an ability...Came across the longest msg i've gotten from friendster...

Saturday, April 15, 2006 5:19:00 AM
Subject:
hi
Message:

Hi there Did come across your profile, and you have piqued my interest,would sincerely love to getto know u..so perhaps i could start the ball rollingwith a simple brief self intro...by telling u a little moreabt myslf so that u would have an idea of the person whom u are corresponding with..,am just asimple ,softspoken, sporty , nature loving guy, 179 tallabt 74kg,intoswimming, beach lazing, nature, boating, snokeling,ice cream (infact any desserts!), cars, jogging, bookstore browsing, football, music, roller coaster, funfarerides! etc. i enjoy psychological thriller movies too,appreciatenature, and am fascinated with pets...love travelling tobeach resorts too..was at koh samui abt a monthago...beautiful offshore islands there..What abt yourslf?what do u like? what men attract u?what are ur dreams?....i graduated from nus bizad , am currently workin in the administrative service. Would really love to hear fromyou soon!Thks so much..

Rgds dxxxxx (omitted the name) coz regina said it'll be too evil..~
Answers to his questions:

1) What do you like?
- i like/love children (they are adorable) [easy to guess right]
- i like puppies (but i seriously dont like taking care of them...their poo poo)
- i like holidaying~
- i like buying nice things that will make me happy
- i like being happy!!

2) What kind of guys attract you?
- guys who love Jesus more than they love me
- guys who are excited about prayers and believes that prayers can move mountains!
- the rest i'll write it out as long as i know...or rather if i can be bothered..

3) What are your dreams?
- of being a housewife *grinz* (nice dream right)?

And the most INTERESTING ONE..*made me laugh*

hi
Message:
hi my name is jason age 22 currently single stillseeking btw ihobbies = basketball, jay music ,comic etc... stay east area can u sms me atcall 9xxx xxxx i like to had u as my princess if an just sms me la orcall me ? my requirement for a stead not too conservative lo.. abit open minded is ok de lo

Isnt it so cute, juz makes me amuse at how people will talk to strangers they have never met before. And of course i didnt reply anyone of them...~ Happy Easter everyone~

Easter really aint about bunnies or eggs although they are adorable. Easter is a day to signify that Jesus has risen from the dead and that we serve a God that's alive. Went to church for 7.30 service, hundreds of people gave their hearts to Jesus.. It's really a breath-taking sight~ trust me..it's really all worth it...

Jesus Love the little childre

2006-04-11T04:45:00.000+08:00

Jesus love the little children, all the children of the world. It's great to take time to feel the beautiful creation that God have created~ That's the lesson for last week's sunday school/Children church!! To me personally, children are the God's BEST creation!!

This is clara...I love her, she comes to children church and gives me a hug whenever i see her! So utterly sweet...~ How sweet can it be right?

This is Faith, she's so so so so adorable! Everyone just wants to be near her!! Joyce gets to visit her!! So COOL!!

More Children!!

This is my cousin Alden. So adorable lor!! He's supremely adorable! One of the most handsome baby i've ever seen. Okie, i'm bias! But that's a known fact i know!!

Marvelling at the awesome creation of God. Easter is coming!! Time to see more children coming to church and more importantly getting to hear about Jesus and giving their hearts to Jesus. It never fails to touch me when i see young heart surrendered to God. As young as they may be, they will be making a decision that they'll never regret. A day of rejoicing is reaching...~!

Why ?

2006-04-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah, quite happy, my mum is going to return from LA like tomorrow morning 5am, i think my brothers and i will most probably go to the airport to pick her up. I miss having my mum around, she's my best friend too, i'll tell her problems...~ tell her things about church, about ministry and friends. So as a close friend of mine, you would have met my mum, eaten at my house..! Hahaha~

Do i come across as a person that needs a lot of protection? Its really funny because, i seem to realize that everywhere i go, people just wana protect me. Hmm...Dont you know appearances are deceiving? I'm stronger and tougher on the inside than i really look...know ma?

Had a deep talk with someone last night, i'm really not ready, not ready for commitment now~ not ready to embrace so much uncertainty. Somethings are just not right now, i dont know how long it's needed to fix things, but...~ I'm not ready~ I do feel stress when people approach me on topics like this, it's not an area in my life that i wana open to people around me now. I'm shutting this area in my life and i know it. Before i can open a door, i needa put the past behind before i can move on. Might be taking too much time i know, but that's just me, or maybe i'm not willing to do so that's why i'm taking so long...~ I dont know...~ That's why i need the grace of God to help me~

I dont think i'm difficult to comprehend~ I'm a simple girl at heart~ The last thing i want is to lose a friend, coz friends are important to me...they really are...~ And i'm not willing to lose this person as a friend...~ Hate handling staff like that...~ Drains me ~ So i shall not handle it for now, leave it hanging ba. Whoever said life is a bed of roses~ I got more important things to settle. Like 40 children !! WoooHOoOo

Somethings in life are just not worth the wait~

PESTS...~

2006-04-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

Seems like this is the newest "PET" in my room. Very very irritating. You know ants have sizes.. BIG BLACK ONES like this....and those phuny ones...that you see everyday?

The irritating thing is that i'm killing, and yes i'm killing at LEAST 10 BIG ANTS and 20 SMALL ants FROM my room/toilet everyday. Every Alternate day i'll be able to chance on cockroach....~ This is not normal...Okie...Regina SEE this and SEE this Well. After my exams, u're coming over and overnight and CLEAN my room Upside Down with ME...*Grinz* That's what friends are for...!! Any more volunteerS?

Still remember last friday night, Regina came to my house and overnight, while we're all lying down getting ready to tuck in for bed. We saw this medium size cockroach crawling opposite us. Then "PiAK", dead!

Anyone who knows how to terminate cockroach or TRACK the ants hiding place, let me know. Please not ask me to follow the ants and then see where they lead me, tried it. It doesnt work. Think the ants in my room have a couple of homes.... ~

Easter is finally COMING. So are my exams.. ~ weee...Then after that it'll be like 3 months of holidays! What can be better? *Grinz* People please take really good care of your health, have had too many friends sick. Pls take extra care and drink more water and get sufficient rest.

18 Kids!! WooohOoo

2006-04-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

Juz finished watching this dvd, Yours mine and ours.... Erm erm... It's..Scary! 18 kids in one household...is like a total nightmare! Children are adorable but but...18 seems like a little too much, even 10 is a lot...Well, but then again that's a norm in the past where our grand parents have like 8-12 children and we'll end up with loads of uncles and aunties...~

Kampong days should be better, where people have arranged marriages, get together, "stay married" coz in the past they dont have marriage certificates, just ceremonies to go through. BUT the amazing thing is that they stay in love till death do they part..As compared to the "Fragile love" people have for one another these days. 1/4 marriages ends up in a divorce. What a scary statistic. It means more single parent children, no wonder people end up staying single for life.

*sighs* i needa be more decisive..~ Really, God i needa the strength and wisdom to do so. Why do i have to be so xin luan, why does things makes me touched~ Wo bu yao! I needa more decisive decision and tenacity to carry it through. It's not going to be easy, trust me. It's going to be beneficial in the long run. I just know, i know it. Just needa trust the decision that i make.

Then again in the story, they have a PET PIG...*Yummp* I love pets!! Love how adorable they look like, but then again i might not be a great owner. I leave the feeding, bathing, clearing of the poo poo to my maid... I'm only involve in the playing with them.. BUt BUT....If i'm allowed to have as many pets as i can...I would love..THESE...

PIG! [But it must always remain small] - a piglet...BIG pigs are... x_X u'll end up lusting for their meat...which isnt good...

Snakes...! But But i'm scared of them... ~ But they are so adorable, isnt it... But the thought of keeping them as a pet...is MIND BLOWING. But then again, u'll be keeping them in tanks right? What if they manage to get out of their tank....~? Then in the middle of the night, u hear sounds like "sssssSSssss" and discover that it's coiling up your bed...coiling around you....~ x_x well...okie...

My favourite, mealworms! Kept them as pets before..in primary school where we had to buy them for some science experiment..They grow up to beetles. They lay eggs in their dung. Yeah, kept them for i dont know how many of their life cycles. Lovable Worms!

Hermit CrabS! But it isnt practical coz as they grow, they need bigger shells. Where to dig bigger shells for them ne? Saw a shop at bishan j8 selling hermit crabs, one going for $25, with a super BEAUTIFUL shell.. ur heart will just melt. BUT logic surpasses emotions...so i walked away empty handed...Anyone wana buy for me? =)

*hiak hiak* Yeah and those pictures are all taken from yahoo images~ Maybe next time when i retire, move to a coutryside, i can afford to keep these "pets".

My little room!

2006-03-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

@~My little Room~@

Oh~ Exams are around the corner, so it means project PEAK NOW....~ And during this period of time, my room is v v messy...suddenly sat down in my messy room and..i'm like...Cannot!! BTH really too messy liao!! Time to pack up!! Yes!

Before

After (Just look at how neat i can pack)!!

Toilet- This is for Eugene, who is thinking of booking my house toilet...Now u still wana book? At least my toilet isnt as bad as my table. Clean Toilet!! Yeah!!

Decided to pack my toilet too...Decided to display everything i have so that i'll be reminded to use them and not have to throw them away till they expire...~ x_X [ So NEAT]! hahaha!!

And Presenting My Soft toys rack!!

And i dont like soft toys.. So please, dont give me any more soft toys, my cupboard is exploding with soft toys..UNLESS i tell u personally i like those... =)

Remember the hello kitty craze? I told my daddy i liked it, he went to malaysia and bought the full set for me. That explains for the so many differernt hello kitties. And a series of POOH bear..yeah they are really very adorable..But i've outgrown it already.

And i FOUND IT!! JACKJACK HOLDER... That time when it was launched in Singapore, the response was so fast, so i told daddy about it and he got it from Malaysia for me..! Haha...! *Grinz* And No...i'm not a spoilt brat! Of coz not~

Yeah, finally seen a doctor. And my doc fees was like $40. Hmm, a bit expensive right for a cough and sore throat? Then he gimme so many medicines...At least the lozenges was sweet, grape flavoured...quite yummy~ =X And i'm better! Thanks guys for praying for me and for being so concerned over me. Appreciate it loads!! You guys know who u are...~!

No more medicine! Coz I'll be HEALED!! Amen!

Feeling better

2006-03-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i'm feeling better!! Lost my voice for the afternoon again...irritating phlegm..~ Oh, my friend drove to school and pass me a bottle of "liang cha" and lozenges too...~

Didnt drink the liang cha... Dont look nice...so doubt it will taste nice..~ =x

I really thank God for beautiful people in my life...~
Suting smsed me last night asked me to take care..~ how sweet i miss her..miss hanging out with her...she's my twin k! coz our b-day are on the same day! *grinz*

Joyce..she called me and prayed on the phone for my paper tomorrow. She knows i'm nervous about it...It's prices and markets...Well, i dont really like figures and figures detest me~ so yeah feel a lot better after the short prayer!~

My leader, he smsed me to check out how am i..Thanks PC. Despite ur very busy schedule you still remember me...~

And Bobbbieee!! He sms me at 2am! wishing me all the best for exams....
I love Fantastic 4!! They so so SWeEeeeettttttttt.........~

Do continue to keep me in prayer, *cross her fingers* for her test...okie go study le! JIA YOU!!

Sick...~

2006-03-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

*coughs* its a persistent cough! Makes the throat sick....BUT my service ppl prayed for me, so today i got my voice back! so happy! Someone made barley for me and delivered it all the way to my house...isnt it so sweet...~

This kind of little actions just brightens up your whole day. Well...I just thank God for nice people around me! People who cares, people who loves me(i'm referrring to all of you)! *smiles* Sets me thinking too~ wrong..Reminiscing is the right word~

So continue keep me and joyce in prayer..and veroy too. Poor friend in ICU right now..! We're all praying for u!

Crossing those L.I.N.E.S

2006-03-26T04:54:00.000+08:00

I love love love love going to church, so many things to learn! God is so so so amazing and there are just millions of things i can go on discovering about Him. I love the feeling of being in church, being surrounded by Godly friends~ They pump u up, they get you grounded and everything seems so right. By sad, tomorrow i can't serve, down with a very very bad throat, already sick for 5 days and this sore throat turned into a cough! Causing me to lose my voice totally...i hate when i have no voice! Hate it when my voice turns hoarse. ~>.<~ And it's painful, whenever i cough or swallow anything it hurts like crazy~!~ eeekks....hate being sick!! Anyway today pastor talked about crossing several lines in your life:

1) Line of the Unknown
Unknown = Uncertainty~ How many things in ur life u're doing now requires courage? Or is it so predictable. I think it's really sad to find urself repeating your life in a cycle where everyday u can predict what's going to happen, who you going to meet and things you're going to do. That's Boring!!

2) Line of the Comfort
Giving up today for something better tomorrow. You think about it.

3) Line of the Impossible
Impossible only exists in the mind, it's only restrained because of the capacity and our thinking....how true? You decide...

4) Line of Positive Affirmation
It takes a lot to stand out from the crowd and say, "No this is wrong". Encouragement is great, affirmation brings you to another level...But...without people telling u great stuff u wana hear, can you still go on?

5) Line of the Pull of the World
Have you ever wanted to do something in life so badly then people around you just say, nar you wont make it, "Nar who do you think you are"...Heard it before, and i choose not to believe what they say! They dont determine how should i lead my life, they dont determine how i end it. I choose to put my faith in God. "With God all things are possible".

Isnt it so true that many times in life, we do needa cross several boundaries?

Friend's love at all times~

2006-03-23T16:49:00.001+08:00

[-yinghui-] my PURPLE hair says:
missed me too much right

missyREGINA . http://anigerq.blogspot.com says:
where got miss u?

missyREGINA . http://anigerq.blogspot.com says:
it's okay wat

. missyREGINA . http://anigerq.blogspot.com says:
i cannot miss u meh?

. missyREGINA . http://anigerq.blogspot.com says:
cannot wanna accompany u meh?

[-yinghui-] my PURPLE hair says:
i knew it u miss me

[-yinghui-] my PURPLE hair says:
okie i shall blog it

missyREGINA . http://anigerq.blogspot.com says:
in our friendship...ONLY I CAN DISTURB U!!!!

This is how she looks like . . . . .

Yes, i'm true to my words de okie...Wahaha...So be very careful of what i'll say to you. *grinz*
She's such a sweet friend coz i'm had some issues at work..~ Quite upsetting and affected by it...When other people gossip and slander against me... She said this " i dont care what others say about you, all i know is that you're my friend." So touched lor...~ Love this friend of mine, even though she's not a christian, but she she understands a friend's love at all times. So times when i needa work at 8pm and she works at 10pm, she did the unbelivable, she came in at 8pm just to sit there and accompany me. *claps*

And yes, i'm going out with F4 next week! Yes, these are the people i love love love too. Eugene, bob and joyce. Needa to put his name first, that time he called me and say...Eh how come you put my name last...Haha, so ask and it will be given. See i name u first! These are fantastic people coz they are sensitive they dont cross boundaries. No matter how close friends are, there are just certain boundaries that you can't cross. Though close, everyone is still an individual.

Presenting F4! [Fantastic 4]

[That's Bob, Me, Joyce and Eugene] - Latest Photo

On my 21st b-day. The two girls will always be in the middle..!! =p Bob has changed quite a bit hasnt he..~

Looking forward~

Purple Hair!! *grinz*

Who says it's not purplish~?

Gimme a few more weeks, the purple will be gone. I'm going to be a good girl with brown/red hair instead. Just realized that purple isnt a norm. *smiles* cant help it, just had to fufil my "dream" of having blue/purple hair! I've done it, what about you?

One of my fav kid

2006-03-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

Presenting one of my fav Kids!!
EMIKO

Isnt she so cute? Okie i shall take more pictures of adorable kids and post it up. Kids are AMAZING!! WOooOhOoo, they have this capability to brighten up your whole day with just a smile/hug. They are so REAL and innocent. Jesus loves the little children, all the children of the world... ~

A simple personality test

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Cab rides are InterestinG~

2006-03-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

Went for service on sat, my beloved friends joyce and eugene suddenly went for sunday service..~>.<~ thought i was alone, but i sat with wenshan, tracy and yongsheng! Before that went for suling's matrimony, she looked like a little PRINCESS...Hao piao liang! Managed to interview her "what time u slept" she said 12 plus. Pastor Derek was there and he was mentioning that some couples take 1 yr or even 1.5 years to prepare for their wedding..o_O amazing...! It actually takes such a long period of time.

Saturday service was GREAT, friendship connection. The best part was the altar call where hundreds of people gave their hearts to Jesus. The song that was sang.. had one sentence, "and every tear you cry is precious in His Sight". That's so true, many times we think that we go through sad times along, nobody knows how we are really feeling. That's not true, no matter how we mess up in life, Jesus sees it all.

OH..took cab to school today, was late ma..! Then this cab driver asked me questions on myself, started to guess my age, he guessed 21, then i was like..erm i'm 22. Then he said JUST NICE... and i was thinking to myself what a weird fellow. Then he introduced himself to be a part time waiter in a pub, and part time taxi driver earns $200 and he's 34(he looks like 25 though) Quite comprehensive right. The question finally came, can i be ur friend and have ur number? Then i told him, why not u give me your number? Dont like giving numbers to strangers! And he's so scary, he say he wana pick me from school at 10pm later and drive me home... Eeeeekkkss! i was praying in my heart, "God let the traffic be so smooth, let me go to school FAST". Tian ah... In the end i left school at 8pm. Did i call/sms him? Of coz NOT...

Funny cab driver...~ Cab drivers love to talk dont they? So normally i'll just close my eyes and sleep.. or SMS ppl... maybe they are juz bored...so many hours on the road..

i wonder How, wonder Why~

2006-03-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

OoOhhh....The only reason why i decided to blog today is coz of regina. Went for cell group today. Felt so recharged. "Speak to the mountains". Last week's attendance wasnt very good, in fact for my group, there was a major sabo by my kids~ But, it shall not happen this week again, having the faith to belive that my kids will keep to their words and turn up and more importantl for newcomers!!

Then, before i left the house, decided that i should wash my hands, so i did when i walked out of the toilet, suddenly i felt.."PAIN" on my forehead, looked up and realized that i walked directly into a wall... Told regina and bob the whole process, they couldnt stop laughing at me. Regina even changed her nick into "HOW CAN ANYONE WALK INTO A WALL"... the answer is Moi lor...Ying Hui lor...~

I'm weird in my own ways, *touches* her forehead...Ba Lu Ku...i hope it wont evolve into a blueblack~ That will be so uglY. Was telling bob, i rather the doctor bandage up my head then to see a little bruise there...Remember in sec school days, i got into a fight, ended up having a blueblack on my face, took AGES to heal...

*prays* God heal the ba lu ku.~

Finally uploaded my pic taken 1 week ago! Gina says the more she looked at my pic, the more a bimbo she thinks i am. *shakes her head* That's not true.! Got Purple HAIR NOW, cant believe i actually went to do it last saturday. Until now everytime when i wash my hair it drops colour. I miss my brown hair!! Well, my mum did say, u wana be havok, do it when now. That's true, i can afford to do it while i'm still schooling...*grinz* Power of a student!

Had a little disscussion with gina, was telling her, honestly i'm not good looking...

missyREGINA . HOW CAN ANYONE WALK INTO A WALK?! BUahahha!!!! says:
i think u're good looking

missyREGINA . HOW CAN ANYONE WALK INTO A WALK?! BUahahha!!!! says:
i say again i think u're good looking

That's really so cute! You know why, coz that's the typical behaviour of a best friend. They believe, they affirm, they think u're the best regardless of what other people think and feel about you. Supporting you in times of need. Woohooo. I'm so blessed.

missyREGINA . HOW CAN ANYONE WALK INTO A WALK?! BUahahha!!!! says:
u want anything...if possible within my reach i'll get it for u people

missyREGINA . HOW CAN ANYONE WALK INTO A WALK?! BUahahha!!!! says:
i cannot reach the sky and get stars for u~ but i can name a star for u

Tell me how often you get to meet friends like that? I always always thank God and love Him for providing me people like regina. Even my F4! They are really fantastic ppl. Joyce, Bob and eugene...OUTING NEXT WEEK!! Bob wana sing KTV lehz~ I'm hearing Amen from all of you...Lol...Lets do it guys!