Tuesday, May 30
I really am a happy girl. This has been such a fufiling month for me. Went out of my comfort zone, guess what~ i finally went for my first street jazz dance class at O school with summer! It was really fun, not that i'm an awesome dancer, just wana go through the whole thing and see how is it. I registered for open class, might wana register for a CLASS instead. Yesterday the dance teacher carol wasnt in Singapore, so another dance teacher daniel came and taught us instead, he sure is a power pact dancer, the way he dances is so WooHOoo! Imagine the standard of O school, ALL the teachers are so WOOHOOO! Saw B Ryan teaching jazz! So graceful! Just inspires me, but then the truth hit me. My knee cap injury came back...haiz~ my leg hasnt been the same ever since i've got knocked down last year. My mum told me to stop dancing and get my leg treated first...i'll do these two things concurrently.
Proud owner of O school Card, you pay your lessons through your card, it doubles up as an ez-link card too! super cool!
ZOO!!! ZOO!!
Regina, Eugene and myself went to the zoo today!! Yippee ZOO!!! Prayed for it not to rain today! We met at 10.30am at amk!! This is one of the days i can get regina to wake up so early and get them to come down amk so willingly, eugene specially took off just to go out with us, that's so awfully sweet~ Appreciate it eugene~

He wanted to cover his face! But haha managed to take a photo of him before he covered his face~
ANIMALS
Let's enjoy the beautiful creations of God~









Upload more about zoo soon! loads of beautiful photos and memorable moments coming up..right guys? :) Resting time now!
I'm going to underwater world!! In 2 weeks time!! Excited!! :)
Finished an outing at 5/30/2006 10:16:00 PM
Saturday, May 27
Yeah man, Sustainability is the word in season now!
When God made promises in the bible, did you know that those power man of God waited for years?
I'm sure everyone is familiar with Noah's Ark, God told Noah to build an ark coz He was going to send a flood, the rain/flood came 120 years later. Noah kept believing and he sustained.
Abraham, when God promised him a son, his son came, 25 years later. Talking about sustainability.
Finished an outing at 5/27/2006 02:50:00 PM
Thursday, May 25
FRIENDS
I've been rather burdened on the topic of friends recently. Until i read joyce's blog then i realized that i get what she meant, i felt that too... It's been pulling my heart for the past 2 weeks~ i wonder why~
FRIENDS what do they really mean to me? I hardly have very close guy friends because when i have them it often involves emotional entanglements. So i really cherish close guy friends who can stay as friends..~
Like what joyce said in her blog, until they got attached, then i realized i've lost them. Times when i can call my good friend up and pour problems and talk about anything, now i cant do that anymore coz i know my friend will wana spend time with his gf. Suddenly i felt like i've lost a good friend, and it's a sucky feeling. But i've done that myself, whatever you sow you shall reap huh...~ Friends arent those that that you just confess with your mouth yeah we're great friends, but you read their blogs to find out what has been happening in their lives. Where's the verbal communication? It's really a fact that when communication stops, relationship dies...~ a friendship moves down another level~
Then i thought to myself so how often do i communicate with those "close friends" that i label, sad to say, some of them, i only communicate with them once a week~ It might be a growing up phase where everyone is busy with work/school, so i guess i'll have to learn and adapt~
Happy to have them around!



That's just us trying to be funny in office, that's what you get when we get bored in office. x_x
Oh we went out for dinner too!! Had this BEAUTIFUL Tropicana Bomb! So pretty!


I had so many close friends at the different stages in my life~ In primary school i had one called Evelyn Goh, she's such a nice person, i wasnt really miss popular in primary school, i remembered how my classmates will outcast me because i wasnt pretty enough, even though we're in differernt classes, she made it a point to be my friend. That's a true friend!
In secondary school, i had Jerren Teo, Chew Xiefang, Cindy Low - We were always one "clique" we became close only after my secondary 2 birthday chalet, xiefang and cindy didnt liked e at first, after my birthday they soon realized that i wasnt that bad after all! We'll always spend recess together~ On the phone, double date~ it was so adorable!
Not forgetting Regina Huang, since sec 3!This girl saw me through my worst times, she saw how i fought in school, tried to do silly things~ Always there at 2am after my breakups~ explaining and pacifying my mum when things go wrong risking herself getting scolded, my mum was such a "fierce" mum~
Lim Manqin, though this girl was younger than me, i felt so comfortable with her, we shared visions, talked about church, talked about God, we could talk about anything and everything, and she's a very giving person!! She never fails to send me cards, remembers my birthday! She's such a giver!
Of coz lar!
Eugene Tan - He's such a nice guy friend, one who will love me as a FRIEND and nothing more, oh i wish i had more guy friends like this!
When i proceed on to poly i had Hani, Sufei and Patricia, even now still have them they became my uni classmates! Not forgetting Roy, he was such a great friend to me while we're together~ I thank him for it.
In church, this is one big part of my life, i have Summer Seet, F4 and now i'm getting closer to shufen. They are amazing people! :)
A friend loves at all times, so what's the extend of love you have for your friends around you? I'm evaluating mine...~ How about you?
Above it all, i thank Jesus that i can always shout JESUS YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND! I love Him, nothing can replace Him in my heart!
Finished an outing at 5/25/2006 01:25:00 AM
Monday, May 22







Finished an outing at 5/22/2006 08:52:00 PM
Saturday, May 20
thank you Jesus for the wonderful weather we had today, no RAIN!! Yes, today my zone went to west coast park, this outing is such a breakthrough for us coz our previous outings are always "limited" to indoor activities due to the lack of manpower, but thank God we manage to move out of the box!
It was FUN, we estimated by faith 150 kids. We had 150 and i suppose 20 adults. Super cool!! The stations were exciting and on top of that, balloons were given out to kids~ Party packs, chocolate bars...~ Being in children's church is awesome! and i forgotten to take pics~ x_X
Anyway, went back to church for some matters and i met my angel~ Huilin!! Can't believe she actually remembered and got me this!! Met her in church office once and i was telling her how nice her bracelet was...and i wanted to get something like this...Just when i was thinking about the bracelet... SO SWEET!!


I miss f4 gang. Eugene wanted to go genting~ joyce n myself most probably okie with it~ Will we ever make it there? :)
Finished an outing at 5/20/2006 11:24:00 PM
Friday, May 19
I think i'm nuts~ I caught a spider, my plan was to suffocate it in this little glass cup for 1 day and throw it's body away the next day, it has been 3 days already and it's very much alive n kicking..HOW COME? Then i took pity on it, caught a little ant, place it in the cup for the spider to have one last nice juicy meal before it dies. - If not normally i'll just crush the ant.
Been watching it and the spider isnt spining any webs! They are just doing their own business! Now i wonder what's the prey doing?

I just suddenly thought of b michael said the 1st time when i joined 9am service, he said u'll either appreciate or depreciate in value every year, when you learn something new, u appreciate~ when u make better ur skill u appreciate in value...when u stay stagnant that's already depreciating... *checks* her own life, yes i'm proud of say i'm appreciating in value!! So excited, i'm going to do 2 new things this year, enuff with procrestinating, i'm just going to do it, and it feels so GOOD!! Wont be it v v sad, if you're doing the same old, ROUTINE thing year after year? Time to spice up ur life if that's you.
Finished an outing at 5/19/2006 11:33:00 PM
Wednesday, May 17

WOoohOooo!!! We found a snake in my garden!! So exciting right!! Actually we thought it was an earthworm(while opening the gate and seeing in the dark), then when we on the lights we were like.. WAH! SNAKE!!...
Of course that isnt my hand, it looked something like that, tiny baby snake~ So exciting, every step i took towards it, it raised its head higher and moved in it's routine S direction and it jsut slitthered away into my garden.
ARghz!! I WISH i knew how to catch snakes then i'll just keep it- okie for a day, before i call in some snake/pest buster who will know how to deal with them. Wish como was here...ever since he was gone, slugs....capterpillars....now snakes have made their way to my house...~
He was such a fantastic guard dog, now i'm wondering did he ever get bitten by any of those things~ Then again..was talking to eugene about it, he was saying if it's a baby...where's the mum... i was like..yeah ah! Mum snake!! Dont think it can squeeze its way through my drains- it'll be too fat. BUT...it'll be interesting to see a fatter snake, non venomous 1~
I better watch more discovery channels~ arm myself with knowledge on how to catch snakes~ or maybe crocodiles~ Buahahah!!
Finished an outing at 5/17/2006 12:31:00 AM
Sunday, May 14
Happy MOTHERS DAY! "Dragged" My mum out to have lunch with me today. So cool, u know ma? My mama is a modern mum, she works monday - friday, Facials on saturday, goes for massages on sunday + putting up with our nonsense at nights. They should just feature wonder woman as our mums.
Went to eat steamboat @ parkway parade, explain to my mum..i wanted to buy her flowers, but thought it'll be such a waste, so brought her out to eat, not that cheap okie~ It was nice! Tom yum and chicken soup base! Yummy! I love Tom Yum!! Saw sister ting and ashley, ashley is so pretty, asked sister ting when is she delivering? Her tummy is so BIG...~ she say anytime. *prays* that she'll have a safe and smooth delivery!
After lunch, my mum asked me..if i wana cut hair...actually i wanted, but i said NO. Then she said, "SI YA TOU" and started laughing. Haiz~ She watched too much Da chang Jing already..
I'm happy, very happy that holidays have commenced, this means that i'll have time to watch my DVDS, hate them pilling up at home without me watching time, i'm going to transform into an aunty already...Oh God help me~ I haven really watched da chang jing, i'm going to start soon! Wonder why people are going "goo goo ga ga" over this show. Even regina says its nice, it must be one great show!
anyway cindy - CINDY IS A GOOD GIRL. (See you're mentioned)! Flattered ma? :x
Oh i wana read more books~ Fix my jigsaw that's collecting dust~ Impact more children deeply~ Love God wholeheartly~ :) *Winks*
Yeah, actually i like reading one~ *nods* I love books sales, my brother jonathan and myself can spend hours there one!



I read a few pages of the book and then left it seated on my shelf for like dont know how long until my younger brother took it and read. His comments," This is an interesting book", Okie i'll find out how interesting it is.

Geisha...Nice movie! So i couldnt resist buying the book after watching the movie!! :) Going to finish it this week!
I miss AMK CRAB!!

The soup is DELICIOUS, i was turned off..by the colour..when i tried it, i was surprised. SWEET, tasted MILK...~ YUMMY!

The best part!! Come mon guys, lets have a dinner date!! *looks at eugene tan* thanks for organizing..this hawker stall need Q v long one...Looking forward..
Finished an outing at 5/14/2006 11:45:00 PM
Saturday, May 13
When i was much younger, i remember sitting in my daddy's car...listening to this song. Louis Armstrong what a wonderful world..~ Then i asked him, "Daddy why are you listening to such an oldie, this person voice..so funny one(husky- which i didnt know then). He replied, "This is a nice song." Many years later when i grew up, he's right. This is a beautiful song~
What a wonderful World
I see trees of green........ red roses too
I watch 'em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world
I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....warm sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.
The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands.....sayin'.. how do you do
They're really sayin'......I love you.
I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
They'll learn much more.....than I'll never know
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands.....sayin'.. how do you do
really sayin'.....I ....LOVE....YOU)
I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
You know their gonna learna whole lot more than I'll never know
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself .......what a wonderful world.
Do you know every star has a name?
Isaiah 40:26
"Look up into heavens. Who created all the stars? He brings them out like an army, one after another, calling each by its name. Because of his great power and incomparable strength, not a single one is missing."
Then the next question, so how many stars are there? According to wikipedia:
Astronomers estimate that there are at least 70 sextillion (7×1022) stars in the known universe [1]. That is 70 000 000 000 000 000 000 000, or 230 billion times as many as the 300 billion in our own Milky Way.
O_O i like stars, i like God's creation, i like this wonderful world~
Finished an outing at 5/13/2006 01:09:00 AM
Monday, May 8
I'm a happy girl~ Happy because my papers for exams are over. The last lap is like on SATURDAY - Big time presentation, 100%~ Wednesday and thursday is going to be really busy for me again. Reports and reports...~
Anyway, i went SHOPPING. love it man, with sufei~ She's so nice to go with me...u know why, we pratically dragged ourselves to shopping~ our eye lids were all so heavy, i studied the previous day from 10am - 1am...study until wana puke that's when i know my mind is very saturated already.
bought my BIKINI and a top~ Loving it k~ Tops are so "difficult" to buy~ Legs aching like siao now...Locked myself too long at home liaoz~Yeah man and i'm going out tomorrow to unwind~~ Loving every little bit of it~

Finished an outing at 5/08/2006 11:34:00 PM
Sunday, May 7
Alden!! - My Cousin!


He was trying to figure out what i was doing~ Thus this adorable pose~


SO SO SO adorable, when i saw him yesterday i told my aunty, wah he's so big now! Getting a photo of him ain easy anymore...he goes...jumping~ crawling~ Guess what he goes to gym!! At his age..~ yeah they have gym lessons for toddlers where they teaches them to jump~ do simple actions~ *WALK like an ELEPHANT*, *ROAR like a LION*, *QUACK like a DUCK*...~ *CLAPS*
Power kid!! He's so handsome!! Okie...better go back and study. Yeah my mummy paid for my Desaru trip already, June 18!! YummY!!! Mum asked if i wana go Shanghai with her...this month...guess i'll decline~~
*pls pray for my paper tml*
Finished an outing at 5/07/2006 11:20:00 AM
Thursday, May 4
*yes* one paper down, one more 60% paper prices and markets to go on MONDAY. Prices and Markets is like economics..and it carries such heavy weightage~and it involves calculation~ tian ah~ I'm really "SO GIFTED with numbers"~ It's starting to worry me...BUT then, i can relax a bit when my final paper ends next SAT *phew* time flies, thank God time flies!
Oh how my back aches, think is my sitting posture, i was fidgeting and squirming all over my seat and it was a 3 hour paper~ Can imagine how uncomfortable the whole exam was? The paper was alright...~
Then i took back my 2 project results..haiz...dont know what's happening, never had such abysmal... atrocious results in my life after secondary school days. WHAT'S HAPPENING... is it me? or is it the year? Cant really put my finger to it.
Project are suppose to help you to score right? If i perform badly at examinations, it's justifiable~ most probably the root cause will be my studying style, focus or me laziness(coz i study only the sub-headings and the explaination i'll leave it to common sense..)...haiz...i know i know all these are my pretext right?
Anyway i went and visit my kid today..~ Bought assessment books for the sisters to do. Then their mum keep thanking me, it's the little things that you do that touches the hearts of people~ Simply made my whole night~ :)
Please really pray for raymond's(my visitation helper) dad, he fainted yesterday, went for body check up, waiting for results. *Prays* the check up result will bring only GOOD reports! Yeah and pray for my monday test...~ that i'll have more than enough brain cells and mega memory to remember the formulas...
The irritiating thing about maths is that you must practise~ Last time i "played smart", i memorized formulas like crazy! Believing and full of confidence and when i saw my maths exams...i'm like...yeah i know the formula...then when i started doing..i'm like..SHARKS...i dont know how to apply!! Isnt that such a big joke? Now i figured out why parents always say practise your maths, they dont want children to walk out of exams feeling like a big joker..who tried so hard..for nothing...Better listen to their advice.~
Finished an outing at 5/04/2006 10:25:00 PM
Tuesday, May 2
*yawns* Thursday is my next exam paper - Organizational Theory and Design. It's a very dry modules, very marketing but even drier than marketing. *grits her teeth* it's going to be over..~
Singaporeans are big time spendthift, read the newspapers today, cabbies saw an increase in 30% of their income. And how true, on sat i waited for 45 MINS just to get a cab to church, got more kua zhang than that a not? Then i waited 30 mins to get a cab home, how horrible!! Even the taxi queue was SO LONG even with the extra Boarding $2 surcharge.. Look at how we are spending our progress package...~ Feeding cab uncles~
I got SGD $200 for my progress package, cant stand people who are receiving like $700/$800 complaining about not receiving more..~ Then me ne? Bang Wall is it? Got extra money just be thankful lor...~ So difficult ma? I'm receiving 1/4 of the majority of people lor..~ Then someone wana sponser me money to buy HP, see...there are nice people around! So if you have too much cash on hand, i know the exact solution, pass it to me. I'll put it into good use!~ Confirm~
Meet my Uni gang...girls that i hang out with...~ One more is missing coz she's taking the photographs..~ And they are all so guai...makes me the "naughtiest" one of all...how can that be?

May 8th - End of my last paper, May 13th - My presentation...So in between besides chionging like siao for project...I'm determined to:
1) Buy a bikini [anyone knows of any store that sells bikini's with sizes?] coz most of the stores i go to sells only free sizes and that's quite irritating..~
2) Spend time time with suting before she starts her full time work, haven been spending time with this friend of mine, we're all busy busy people..~ *winks*
3) Make my days filled with activities, i'm going to play badminton, going to the zoo! How exciting..~ Eugene, can we go on a weekday? I arrange a date then u take off okie? or mc? :x Weekend very packed lehz...~ ~>.<~
4) Study my bible more~! Yesh! Wana be a bible warrior~! *Anyone interested in going to zoo let me know, can go as a group, fun + fun! U know actually we should actually organized a day of games, like water bombs lar..just outdoor activities~ it's like a mini amazing race, with obstacles stations. That will be really fun! I wana go climb bukit timah hill, but i'm scared of the monekeys..anybady wana go? Hehe....~ Faith again - really so adorable!! She keeps bouncing on my lap...so so adorable~ 
This kid is ericia, one of the kid in my visitation group. She's so sweet, very very very sweet! The way she looks at you ah...you'll go "AHhhhhHHHHh, what do u want, i'll just buy for you". Even her own brother loves her a lot coz she's adorable. Her fav past time is playing computer games...and she's only 5 years old!

What else can i say? I love them!!
Finished an outing at 5/02/2006 02:06:00 PM