Thursday, April 27
I'm better already~ thanks people for your concern~
Was talking to my aunties today, #3 and #5. And one of them actually reads my BLOG...impressive right! To have such IT savy aunty!
HR test is finally over, half of the paper were HR answers, the other half were from Book of Yinghui..~ Looking so forward to my next test on next thursday! *grinz* Organizational theory, not that i am GOOD at this module, but rather the closure of one test brings me nearer to the closure of the whole exams things.
Got so many plans, like in June i'm going to Desaru (Malaysia). Then later this year i'm trying to persuay my parents to bring us overseas so that we can enjoy!! Just look at the dark eye rings, arghz... ~ i wana sleep earlier...

*Someone commented that i look innocent in my previous picture, i told the person...~ Hey i am lor! *hehe* Not mentioning i'm going to the zoo with regina! So excited~ Can~ But then again...nothing beats the feeling of spending money on what u like..~ i wana go shopping~!~!~!!!!
This is bad, i pick up weird habits during exam period,i'm hooked on discovery channels...something i dont watch~ why cant i pick up nicer habits? Like studying longer hours...or pampering myself more? Exam periods are sore cold and pimple period...~ that's bad~
Finished an outing at 4/27/2006 01:51:00 AM
Sunday, April 23
sad...
very sad...
awfully sad....
super duper sad....
I officially announce that i'm dog-less from this day forth.
*please be sensitive and not ASK me on what has happened or WORSE sms my brothers to ask them about it.
Just need sometime to cool it~ This is farnie, when i look at his photos now, those SILLY pictures suddenly look so amazing..~
I really wonder what's wrong? I've lost my fav chilchilla~ now como too... what's wrong with pets. I shall not BUY/ADOPT new pets, losing them is a horrible feeling, and i certainly dont wana deal with it anymore.
SO DONT U DARE BUY ME PETS~ that i can grow sentimentally very attached to... So affected dont know how to study too...~ I need Grace ~ I'll keep confessing on God's promises, mind over matter.
Jesus, give me the strength i need to get over this whole incident.
If u know u're irritating by nature, do stay away from me these few days. Take it as a personal favour.
Finished an outing at 4/23/2006 05:06:00 PM
Friday, April 21
Yeah! Got my IC already!! Prays v v hard that i wont lose it agan...~ Anyway i already plan to photocopy my ic and bring that out instead, then i'll leave my original at home~ Losing IC is a horrendously mind taxing issue...AND the police hasnt caught any culprits yet.. By june they dont catch anyone, my case will be closed already...~
Went to airport to study yesterday, air con was too cold, went home sick~! Down with cold n fever...how silly can it be right? Thank God for friends like bob who can visit my NCs for me.. And my v v faithful helper raymond. I really thank God for putting beautiful people in my life..!
Anyway, went out on wed night with pastor and cg members to have supper. My pastor asked me, yinghui when are u getting attached ah? A lot of ppl in your school going after u right?
I just replied, pastor, not so fast lar. Then i looked at my leader b paul, he say, finish ur studies first...then i said okie..~ i will, i'll graduate by next year June. I guess i'm being silly, i'm waiting for someone to move on first before i can move on. And i know u will move on soon, or maybe u've already moved on. I guess there's this thing called maximum love, when u've loved someone so deeply before, u know u'll never be able to love another person so much again. I know i have. But still i thank this person for giving me memories that nobody can take away from me. I'm not dwelling in the past coz i know its over. It's just psychologically there's a barrier.
I'm having my HR exams this tuesday, please pray for my brains to function so well, pray that i'll write the correct and needed answers!
Finished an outing at 4/21/2006 02:28:00 PM
Tuesday, April 18
I'm a little Princess!!
I've watched a show before 2 siblings and their best friend. - Their names were King, Queen and Jack. Actually sounds cool right?
Desmond said i was too old for princess, so i told him...haven marry off yet still princess..Once get married le...Queen!! Haha...coz i might have a daughter who will be MY princess!
Just reginaa... i dun know how long it would take...but i'm looking forward says:
"so ms princess..not sleeping?"
Ever since i've changed that nick, everyone EXCEPT eugene have called me princess! Hahaha
I know for sure, that i'm a princess to my parents, well they got only one daughter~ I'm a princess to Jesus~ I'm going to be a princess around my friends~ What more can i ask for?
*Maybe servants* You mei you volunteers?
Me, when i was younger i believe like many other girls out that, we do have fairy tale dreams right? Living in castles... hoping to be like sleeping beauty or cinderella! But as i grow up i realised that fairy tales dont exist...Meanwhile this would probably be what i thought of while growing up~

Castles to stay in~ Wee
Traditional one

Modern One

If not other kind of houses also can consider: Such a dreamland~!~ x_X
Candy HOUSE!!

Money House

Glass House - It's in New Zealand. Eugene u reading this? Go New Zealand, buy a house like that...it's so so BEAUTIFUL!!!

Talking about princess.. I found this yahoo images..SUMO princess...~ WooHooOOO..~ Not my type!

Finished an outing at 4/18/2006 03:03:00 AM
Sunday, April 16
2nd tim 2:13
"If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself."
That's right, this the faithful and loving God i serve. Every time after a major event in church, it's always exciting and yet "stressful" to look at your group and see how many children that are under you actually came and how many are added into the group. My faith target was 40. Never in my ministry have i actually hit my target, the closest i ever came near was like 33 when my faith target was 34 on last year's children's day.
And by the grace, this year's Easter i have 40 children! This is really the grace of God, i've been rather busy with my own studies and projects. Done saturation twice (this is quite little as compared to other leaders). But God is amazing, He just brought in the growth, so i'm praying hard that the retention is good, so i can multiply the group. Ang Mo kio is such a wonderful area, i'm loving every little bit of it.
Then my papa brought us out for a family dinner at turf city, haven had one for such a long period of time...and my fav! CRAB!! The nicest food on earth....*yummy*

And it was BIG weighting at 1.3kg ! I spend like 15 mins try to peel off the delicious meat~ So hard to "Kiap". Actually wana eat snails, but it was sold out...sian..!
BUT, deer meat was awesome! Cooked with loads of onions and garlic, fabulous! It may not look so appealing, but it tasted GREAT!! *slurps*

This is what's being serve in China's mac..Triangle Wrap. It's nice, taste like the CHICKEN fantastic here just that it's not a rice burger. But their fries are so so salty.

Thank you Jesus for everything you've given me. I'm such a happy girl today!
Finished an outing at 4/16/2006 09:35:00 PM
Connecting people! Wah..yeah i guess that friendster really has such an ability...Came across the longest msg i've gotten from friendster...
Saturday, April 15, 2006 5:19:00 AM
Subject:
hi
Message:
Hi there Did come across your profile, and you have piqued my interest,would sincerely love to getto know u..so perhaps i could start the ball rollingwith a simple brief self intro...by telling u a little moreabt myslf so that u would have an idea of the person whom u are corresponding with..,am just asimple ,softspoken, sporty , nature loving guy, 179 tallabt 74kg,intoswimming, beach lazing, nature, boating, snokeling,ice cream (infact any desserts!), cars, jogging, bookstore browsing, football, music, roller coaster, funfarerides! etc. i enjoy psychological thriller movies too,appreciatenature, and am fascinated with pets...love travelling tobeach resorts too..was at koh samui abt a monthago...beautiful offshore islands there..What abt yourslf?what do u like? what men attract u?what are ur dreams?....i graduated from nus bizad , am currently workin in the administrative service. Would really love to hear fromyou soon!Thks so much..
Rgds dxxxxx (omitted the name) coz regina said it'll be too evil..~
Answers to his questions:
1) What do you like?
- i like/love children (they are adorable) [easy to guess right]
- i like puppies (but i seriously dont like taking care of them...their poo poo)
- i like holidaying~
- i like buying nice things that will make me happy
- i like being happy!!
2) What kind of guys attract you?
- guys who love Jesus more than they love me
- guys who are excited about prayers and believes that prayers can move mountains!
- the rest i'll write it out as long as i know...or rather if i can be bothered..
3) What are your dreams?
- of being a housewife *grinz* (nice dream right)?
And the most INTERESTING ONE..*made me laugh*
hi
Message:
hi my name is jason age 22 currently single stillseeking btw ihobbies = basketball, jay music ,comic etc... stay east area can u sms me atcall 9xxx xxxx i like to had u as my princess if an just sms me la orcall me ? my requirement for a stead not too conservative lo.. abit open minded is ok de lo
Isnt it so cute, juz makes me amuse at how people will talk to strangers they have never met before. And of course i didnt reply anyone of them...~ Happy Easter everyone~
Easter really aint about bunnies or eggs although they are adorable. Easter is a day to signify that Jesus has risen from the dead and that we serve a God that's alive. Went to church for 7.30 service, hundreds of people gave their hearts to Jesus.. It's really a breath-taking sight~ trust me..it's really all worth it...
Finished an outing at 4/16/2006 02:24:00 AM
Tuesday, April 11
Jesus love the little children, all the children of the world. It's great to take time to feel the beautiful creation that God have created~ That's the lesson for last week's sunday school/Children church!! To me personally, children are the God's BEST creation!!
This is clara...I love her, she comes to children church and gives me a hug whenever i see her! So utterly sweet...~ How sweet can it be right?
This is Faith, she's so so so so adorable! Everyone just wants to be near her!! Joyce gets to visit her!! So COOL!!


More Children!!



This is my cousin Alden. So adorable lor!! He's supremely adorable! One of the most handsome baby i've ever seen. Okie, i'm bias! But that's a known fact i know!!
Marvelling at the awesome creation of God. Easter is coming!! Time to see more children coming to church and more importantly getting to hear about Jesus and giving their hearts to Jesus. It never fails to touch me when i see young heart surrendered to God. As young as they may be, they will be making a decision that they'll never regret. A day of rejoicing is reaching...~!
Finished an outing at 4/11/2006 04:45:00 AM
Thursday, April 6
Yeah, quite happy, my mum is going to return from LA like tomorrow morning 5am, i think my brothers and i will most probably go to the airport to pick her up. I miss having my mum around, she's my best friend too, i'll tell her problems...~ tell her things about church, about ministry and friends. So as a close friend of mine, you would have met my mum, eaten at my house..! Hahaha~
Do i come across as a person that needs a lot of protection? Its really funny because, i seem to realize that everywhere i go, people just wana protect me. Hmm...Dont you know appearances are deceiving? I'm stronger and tougher on the inside than i really look...know ma?
Had a deep talk with someone last night, i'm really not ready, not ready for commitment now~ not ready to embrace so much uncertainty. Somethings are just not right now, i dont know how long it's needed to fix things, but...~ I'm not ready~ I do feel stress when people approach me on topics like this, it's not an area in my life that i wana open to people around me now. I'm shutting this area in my life and i know it. Before i can open a door, i needa put the past behind before i can move on. Might be taking too much time i know, but that's just me, or maybe i'm not willing to do so that's why i'm taking so long...~ I dont know...~ That's why i need the grace of God to help me~

I dont think i'm difficult to comprehend~ I'm a simple girl at heart~ The last thing i want is to lose a friend, coz friends are important to me...they really are...~ And i'm not willing to lose this person as a friend...~ Hate handling staff like that...~ Drains me ~ So i shall not handle it for now, leave it hanging ba. Whoever said life is a bed of roses~ I got more important things to settle. Like 40 children !! WoooHOoOo
Somethings in life are just not worth the wait~
Finished an outing at 4/06/2006 03:48:00 PM
Wednesday, April 5
Seems like this is the newest "PET" in my room. Very very irritating. You know ants have sizes.. BIG BLACK ONES like this....and those phuny ones...that you see everyday?
The irritating thing is that i'm killing, and yes i'm killing at LEAST 10 BIG ANTS and 20 SMALL ants FROM my room/toilet everyday. Every Alternate day i'll be able to chance on cockroach....~ This is not normal...Okie...Regina SEE this and SEE this Well. After my exams, u're coming over and overnight and CLEAN my room Upside Down with ME...*Grinz* That's what friends are for...!! Any more volunteerS?
Still remember last friday night, Regina came to my house and overnight, while we're all lying down getting ready to tuck in for bed. We saw this medium size cockroach crawling opposite us. Then "PiAK", dead!

Anyone who knows how to terminate cockroach or TRACK the ants hiding place, let me know. Please not ask me to follow the ants and then see where they lead me, tried it. It doesnt work. Think the ants in my room have a couple of homes.... ~
Easter is finally COMING. So are my exams.. ~ weee...Then after that it'll be like 3 months of holidays! What can be better? *Grinz* People please take really good care of your health, have had too many friends sick. Pls take extra care and drink more water and get sufficient rest.
Finished an outing at 4/05/2006 10:48:00 PM
Tuesday, April 4
Juz finished watching this dvd, Yours mine and ours.... Erm erm... It's..Scary! 18 kids in one household...is like a total nightmare! Children are adorable but but...18 seems like a little too much, even 10 is a lot...Well, but then again that's a norm in the past where our grand parents have like 8-12 children and we'll end up with loads of uncles and aunties...~
Kampong days should be better, where people have arranged marriages, get together, "stay married" coz in the past they dont have marriage certificates, just ceremonies to go through. BUT the amazing thing is that they stay in love till death do they part..As compared to the "Fragile love" people have for one another these days. 1/4 marriages ends up in a divorce. What a scary statistic. It means more single parent children, no wonder people end up staying single for life.
*sighs* i needa be more decisive..~ Really, God i needa the strength and wisdom to do so. Why do i have to be so xin luan, why does things makes me touched~ Wo bu yao! I needa more decisive decision and tenacity to carry it through. It's not going to be easy, trust me. It's going to be beneficial in the long run. I just know, i know it. Just needa trust the decision that i make.
Then again in the story, they have a PET PIG...*Yummp* I love pets!! Love how adorable they look like, but then again i might not be a great owner. I leave the feeding, bathing, clearing of the poo poo to my maid... I'm only involve in the playing with them.. BUt BUT....If i'm allowed to have as many pets as i can...I would love..THESE...

PIG! [But it must always remain small] - a piglet...BIG pigs are... x_X u'll end up lusting for their meat...which isnt good...

Snakes...! But But i'm scared of them... ~ But they are so adorable, isnt it... But the thought of keeping them as a pet...is MIND BLOWING. But then again, u'll be keeping them in tanks right? What if they manage to get out of their tank....~? Then in the middle of the night, u hear sounds like "sssssSSssss" and discover that it's coiling up your bed...coiling around you....~ x_x well...okie...

My favourite, mealworms! Kept them as pets before..in primary school where we had to buy them for some science experiment..They grow up to beetles. They lay eggs in their dung. Yeah, kept them for i dont know how many of their life cycles. Lovable Worms!

Hermit CrabS! But it isnt practical coz as they grow, they need bigger shells. Where to dig bigger shells for them ne? Saw a shop at bishan j8 selling hermit crabs, one going for $25, with a super BEAUTIFUL shell.. ur heart will just melt. BUT logic surpasses emotions...so i walked away empty handed...Anyone wana buy for me? =)
*hiak hiak* Yeah and those pictures are all taken from yahoo images~ Maybe next time when i retire, move to a coutryside, i can afford to keep these "pets".
Finished an outing at 4/04/2006 05:01:00 PM